Sakura's Journal

So last night I settled in to my on campus appartment and went to bed feeling like "yeah, i can do this". I had a plan all set out and I was feeling confident. Today, not so much. First of all my plan didn't exactly go off with out a hitch. To drop or add classes you need your advisor's signature (i found out) and my advisor isn't going to be in until Wednesday. So I sent my bio teacher (the class I'm trying to drop) an e-mail lettting her know I'll be dropping the class and that's why I'm absent. But I'm still a little worried cause I'm on academic probation so I'm not supposed to miss a single class. I could be kicked out. But I couldn't justify the anxiety of going to the first class. Now I'm just feeling like I can't do this, I should just throw in the towel. It doesn't help that I don't really have anything to do until class at 6 pm. The pain in my back isn't helping things. I just don't know.