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smileymom 
11:15am, August 8, 2009
I learned a lot toda about myself today. I learned that it's okay to take time for me. I needed that. I also learned I can believe what ever I want. I choose to believe I am getting better no matter what this looks like.The steps I have already taken to become healthier have made me stronger and have inspired me to keep moving forward. The answer lies in listening to my spirit and connecting with my energy and life source, God. I am so thankful for the wisdom he has shown through my doctors. They do talk and seem to stay one step ahead of my confusing symptoms. I have been having migraines every two to three days for the last month. I took Midrin but it didn't work. I broke down and went to my primary care doctor today. They think the part of my brain that controls sleep where I rest is broken. My blood vessels in my whole body are spasming worse than my muscles which isn't good. I got put on Propanolol and Elavil. Elavil I have taken, and Propanolol is for the migraines/blood vessel issue. I have never taken it. It's starting to kick in and it's making me a little dizzy. I'm gonna get better. I'm starting to exercise again. I am almost through with my stress Reduction specialist class. I'm learning some great stuff there. That was the first question my doctor asked me about was, "Are you more stressed out than normal?" I answered so proudly, "No, I am actually lessed stressed than I used to be." He laughed and was proud of me. Now, I know why my Rheumy told me not to get cold. This was gonna happen. I listened and it still happened. Funny body. hahahahhahaha.
