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ali2ant 
12:30pm Yesterday
Have you ever wanted to kick your own a**? Ok, I'm being dramatic but in all honesty I think I did something wrong to my body and it doesn't like me. I was all excited about potentially starting my FET this week but nope, my body is at a stand still. The nurse is confident that we will be able to start next week (still sooner than most people would have) but I'm just scared that we won't be able to. My fear is running into Christmas. My doctor says that if my FET runs near Christmas then he would push me back to January. I honestly don't think I can wait that long emotionally. I mean it's nice now going out and having a drink or two and I am welcoming caffeine again but I mean I am ready to get this show on the road. Come on body. I lost 9 pounds in two weeks, I am eating better (ok, not all that great but better), and I'm exercising. I'm doing my part, come on body do yours! I even tried bargaining with my body. Do you know how crazy you look talking to yourself saying "ok uterine lining, if you shed completely I will take us to get a massage". I think I've lost my mind or are in the process of losing it!
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You are too funny! You are not crazy for talking to yourself. ;) You have to do something to keep yourself thinking postive through this terrible battle we all face.
I so hope your RE will work with you and not push back your FET. I hate to sound negative, but I think it's just HIS 'preference.' This very thing happened to me (except with an IUI and stim drugs) last Christmas. I was nieve enough to think they were making the decision that was best for my health. Then I learned in January that they just didn't deal with patients for the last 2 weeks in December. As a matter of fact, I got so fed up with my RE that I switch to their 'big/main' office here in Atlanta. I did my FET over the summer. I ran into a fellow teacher friend in August and learned that she was just about to start her FET in September. I asked her why she didn't do it over the summer while she was relaxed. She said that 'that' office closed for the summer because the RE and nurse running it preferred to be home with their kids for the summer. I sure was relieved that I had switched locations! I got my BFP and I attribute it to the new, better doctor and their main facility which is super duper on the ball. ;)
You hang in there and try to keep that positive attitude. This IS going to happen for you very soon. I have complete faith in that!
xo
Jennifer
BethlehemBaby
I am sorry that your body isn't responding as quickly as you would like. I have faith that everything will soon be on track and you will be on your way to a happy and healthy nine months!
awaiting
It is not entirely surprising that your body is at a stand still - give it (and yourself) a break. You have been through so so much. The weight loss could also be attributing to your "stand still". Congratulations on that BTW.
Relax (I KNOW how tough that one is) and it will happen. Thinking of you lots. Big hugs & kisses! :)
Z1977
Fingers are crossed for you!!!!!
Jen1212
They would it put it is so funny. lol. Sorry your going through that.
151
Sorry that you are going through this, praying for you! Hold on to hope and stay positive! :)
Pray4baby
I'm sorry to hear that you are having a hard time... Please let me know if this is too nosey or insensetive but, what is FET?
IveyCara
We know it's difficult but try to stay positive and strong. Congrats on the weight loss by the way! That is huge! :) It's gonna happen...you just wait and see!
fiorianna