memories
I don't understand why our brains remember bad things, why you feel OK, you can be talking and then suddenly, shit, something stirs in your head. …
Struggling, but trying to find the strength that I know is in me somewhere to keep going. I have to keep reminding myself I have a lot to be thankful for! When things are hopeless, nothing you do will make it worse. So it's always worth taking the risk to see if just, just possibly you can make it better.
Struggling, but trying to find the strength that I know is in me somewhere to keep going. I have to keep reminding myself I have a lot to be thankful for! When things are hopeless, nothing you do will make it worse. So it's always worth taking the risk to see if just, just possibly you can make it better.
I don't understand why our brains remember bad things, why you feel OK, you can be talking and then suddenly, shit, something stirs in your head. …
I try but no matter what I do, I can't do this alone. When it is just me, the only option, the only choice that I am willing to make is to cut, …
Tiring and confusing, the battle of me continues. The love / hate relationship with myself. I want to cut so badly. I keep going, I keep trying to …
Last night, I cut, I gave in to the temptations. It had been 3 months. It's been such a struggle, I felt stonger, breifly, I felt a release, I …
The cutting thoughts have been with me. They never really leave unless I empty myself. Of all feeling, of all emotion, of all enjoyment and possibly …
Hate seeing you this low Sarah, you know you have me, im here if you ever want to chat, message anything. I hate that you feel alone. i really hope that you can get through this, I know you will..
Srah so sorry to see what happened, you shouldnt be too down on yourself. you have done so well, three months, which has been great......here for you Sarah, you know that.......
hey i not good how fings with you?
Can't find the strength to put the details but the pain of what happened is consuming me and the memories are too much to cope with.
I cut, only minor but my need is getting stronger. It gives me a release I can't get anywhere else. I know I need to stop.