Journal Entry for June 12, 2009
My brother and his fiancee have pretty much finished planning their wedding. She just showed me the dresses she's picked out for her and her …
My brother and his fiancee have pretty much finished planning their wedding. She just showed me the dresses she's picked out for her and her …
This is kind of just me whining. But its 3:15 AM and I am sad and can't sleep, or don't want to sleep... or a little of both. I don't …
I need to fill out a health insurance application, but it upsets me when I try. It makes me list all the medications I've been on for the past 5 …
I can't sleep. I'm thinking too much. I want to go off of meds completely. I'm calling my doctor tomorrow, though I'm only getting …
Biiig long lost hug......I wish you luck and love with everything you're juggling right now. :) Have a wonderful day!
A gem is not polished without rubbing, nor a man perfected without trials. Chinese Proverb
Good luck on being consistent with your meds!! :)
I love your sporadic journal entries...even when you're busy and away, I'm still praying for the best for you. Hang in there!
Hugs for you. Hope everything is working out with the new job/therapist!
I've been depressed for at least 8 years, in treatment on and off for the past 5, medicated for 4. Most of the time, it feels like it's never going to get better.
If I can't do everything perfectly, I feel like a complete failure. I'm terrified of public humiliation & the judgment of others. I'm intimidated by everyone, because I fear no one will like me.
I struggled with this a lot in high school, and even now I feel like doing it often when I'm upset, angry, anxious or depressed.
I was just diagnosed with this, but more specifically with cyclothymia.. or as she put it "a touch of mood disorder."