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  • About Me

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    babyphatcat

    Female, 31, Divorced
    Hudson, WI, USA
    Member since May 21, 2007

    • About Me

      Well I think a former bp said this very well. There are 2 types of relationships I have with people Those who hate me will always hate me And those who love me who will learn to hate me Fair warning.... I'm not mentally stable and seem to push people away by destroying everything good in my life. Relationships, Jobs, Happiness. I don't know if I will ever be happy.. I am never fully satisfied... I feel like there is nothing there to spark me. The only things I seem to enjoy is spending money, even if it isn't mine. And my animals. I try to be a loyal and honest friend. But rarley keep them. I am very picky about who my true friends are. I have only 1 true friend. I have been friends with her since I was 13. I don't know if anyone else will ever understand me. I feel like I am alone in this world and have feelings that no one else experiances. I suffer from several things Bipolar Disorder, Ptsd, anxiety, panic, borderline personlaity disorder and who knows what else

      Well I think a former bp said this very well. There are 2 types of relationships I have with people Those who hate me will always hate me And those who love me who will learn to hate me Fair warning.... I'm not mentally stable and seem to push people away by destroying everything good in my life. Relationships, Jobs, Happiness. I don't know if I will ever be happy.. I am never fully satisfied... I feel like there is nothing there to spark me. The only things I seem to enjoy is spending money, even

    • Interests

      Animals, music, dancing, travel

      Animals, music, dancing, travel

  • Journal

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    • Hello All

      Mood April 21, 2009 9:37pm

      Well so much has gone on since my last entry...

      I don't even know where to start.. lol..

      I got a job! Actually started about 3 weeks ago driving …

    • Hello New Update

      Mood December 11, 2008 1:26am

      Hello everyone!!!

      Hope everyone is well... I will be leaving to meet a guy in Canada on Jan 7th for 2 weeks

      I am very excited. We have been talking for …

    • Hey all

      Mood October 25, 2008 9:16am

      Hey everyone,

      Long time no see... Hope everyone is well... I am doing a bit better. I am sorry I am not around much, but I am involved a lot with …

    • Well I have not wrote in a while

      Mood August 28, 2008 1:32pm

      well I have not wrote in a while... So figured I should... I went to the regionals and think I did really good for a 1st time... This was playin the …

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      From Celika November 16

      Hey! =]

    • Hug

      From Raynow November 10

      Random act of kindness .. hugz ..

    • Little Love

      From Mel2008 June 30

      It's been a while since we've talked. I hope things are getting better for you.. things are kinda rocky for me I lost a few friends because I pushed them away. But hell sometimes you just can't help it.
      WRite me when you can
      Love ya
      Mel

    • Hug

      From Iambrenda May 29

      its been a while, but I was here a year ago, and we talked alot, im also from wisconsin, and can so relate to your life.I wish you well!!

    • Flower

      From GrannyPam April 12

      Happy Easter!!

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  • Support Groups

    • Close Bipolar Disorder

      29 years old suffer from bipolar disorder most likely inherited by my lovley father. Hate medication. Suffer from panic attacks, social anxiety. Mostly sad or angry all the time. Can't hold a job. SUCK SUCK SUCK. Only thing I like anymore is my cats. Don't leave the house much. Hate cars since my car accident in 2001. Hate driving, Hate night time. And really hate doctors.

      Treatments

      Abilify Not Working
      Ativan Working / Worked
      helps me relax when im irritated, helps a panic attack and sometimes helps me fall asleep.
    • Close Panic Attacks

      Hello, I have suffered from panic attacks since I was a teen. I find that my medication helps for the most part. Adivant. But I don't like to take pills on a daily basis so I only take it as needed. Panic attacks are a regular experiance. Some are more manageable to controll than others when all reality is lost and you think your really dying this time really sucks. I also suffer from Bipolar, social anxiety and ptst. the worst part is not being able to drive because of panic attacks.

      Treatments

      Ativan Working / Worked
      works the best out of all medications Ive taken for panic attacks, helps irritility,sleep, and panic attacks. great stuff
      Effexor Not Working
      didn't stay on it long. made me feel weird after a few days. not myself
      Klonopin Working / Worked
      was ok. didn't last long
      Paxil Somewhat Helpful
      helped me lose weight. thats about the goodness of this crap. otherwise slept and felt like I was in a cloud.
      Seroquel Working / Worked
      helped with sleep. but if you want to function.... ha ha ha
      Xanax Working / Worked
      helps with panic attacks. but told it can be addictive.
    • Open Accidents

      Was in a head on collision in 2001. Was driving home on a foggy night after dropping off a friend in a near by town. I was with my boyfriend at the time. Before I knew It a car was comming towards me in my lane and another car in the other. I was hit. I remember everything about the accident. One girl in the other car that was pregnant died at the scene. 2 others had bad head injurys which left them unable to care for themselves. My boyfriend broke in 7 places and 2 months in hospital

      Treatments

      Surgery, Hand Somewhat Helpful
      fractured wrist both sides, still not complete movement in it.
      Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
      hypnosis for flashbacks helped a little
    • Open Anxiety

      suffer from anxiety, panic attacks, bipolar,social anxiety,and ptsd.

      Treatments

      Ativan Working / Worked
      best thing ever
      BuSpar Not Working
      space feeling bad crap
      Klonopin Working / Worked
      works pretty good
      Paxil Somewhat Helpful
      weight loss otherwise... yeah right... sleep all the time
      Meditation Working / Worked
      breathing helps and trying relaxation techniques
    • Open Codependency

      well I am and have been codependant of men my entire life. I often will marry someone I don't even know for reasons I can' explaine except the fear of being alone. I am 29 and on my 3rd marriage.

    • Open Depression

      im depressed. just like everyone else here..

    • Open Financial Challenges

      broke and when I am not I spend money on crap I don't need

    • Open Breakups & Divorce

      I am 29 years old. I am on my 3rd marriage. It is not working out and I am yet again thinking about divorce. I don't feel I should settle with something if I am not happy. I can not make anyone happy If I am not myself. I suffer from several disorders. My husband is not understanding, and does not want to be or learn. To me that means he does not want to be with me. My illness has only gotten worse since I married him. I don't know how much more I can take. I came here to hopefully find a way

      Treatments

      Couples Counseling Considering
      he will not go
      Support Groups Too Soon to Tell
      Talking Not Working
      he yells when I try to talk and have a serious discussion
    • Open Personality Disorders

      I feel I suffer from several personality disorders and i am only just discovering what a personality disorder is.

    • Open Hiatal Hernia

      I was diagnosed with a hiatal hernia about 2 yrs ago. I suffer from bad reflux also

      Treatments

      Antacids Working / Worked
      Nexium Working / Worked
    • Open Anemia

      babyphatcat hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
    • Open Anger Management

      babyphatcat hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
    • Open Back Pain

      back and neck pain from car acciedent in 2001

      Treatments

      Heat Working / Worked
      Ibuprofen Working / Worked
    • Open Families of Prisoners

      babyphatcat hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
    • Open GERD & Heartburn

      have a hiatal hernia and bad reflux

      Treatments

      Antacids Working / Worked
      Baking Soda Working / Worked
      Nexium Working / Worked
    • Open Migraine Headaches

      Treatments

      Imitrex Working / Worked
      Toradol Working / Worked
      works most of the time
    • Open Phobia

      babyphatcat hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
    • Open Physical & Emotional Abuse

      Treatments

      Divorce Working / Worked
      Forgiveness Working / Worked
      Leave Working / Worked
      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
    • Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

      Treatments

      EMDR Working / Worked
    • Open Separation Anxiety

      I have this disorder and so does my dog

      Treatments

      Pets Working / Worked
      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
    • Open Sexually Transmitted Diseases - Female

      babyphatcat hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
    • Open Lesbian Relationship Challenges

      Hello I am new here and hope to meet some friends

    • Open Lactose Intolerance

      I am starting to think I have this. Every time I drink a large glass of milk I get ill about half hr later with bad gas , the poops and a bad tummy ache

    • Open Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS)

      I am confused about what my problem is

    • Open Carpal Tunnel Syndrome

      had surgery on right hand a yr ago. numbness is comming back now.

      Treatments

      Carpal Tunnel Release Surgery Somewhat Helpful
      after only one yr having problems with the hand again
    • Open Gastric Bypass Surgery

      i am looking to get the lap band

    • Open Obesity

      going to be having the lap band surgery

      Treatments

      Alli Working / Worked
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