Well I think a former bp said this very well. There are 2 types of relationships I have with people Those who hate me will always hate me And those who love me who will learn to hate me Fair warning.... I'm not mentally stable and seem to push people away by destroying everything good in my life. Relationships, Jobs, Happiness. I don't know if I will ever be happy.. I am never fully satisfied... I feel like there is nothing there to spark me. The only things I seem to enjoy is spending money, even if it isn't mine. And my animals. I try to be a loyal and honest friend. But rarley keep them. I am very picky about who my true friends are. I have only 1 true friend. I have been friends with her since I was 13. I don't know if anyone else will ever understand me. I feel like I am alone in this world and have feelings that no one else experiances. I suffer from several things Bipolar Disorder, Ptsd, anxiety, panic, borderline personlaity disorder and who knows what else
Well I think a former bp said this very well. There are 2 types of relationships I have with people Those who hate me will always hate me And those who love me who will learn to hate me Fair warning.... I'm not mentally stable and seem to push people away by destroying everything good in my life. Relationships, Jobs, Happiness. I don't know if I will ever be happy.. I am never fully satisfied... I feel like there is nothing there to spark me. The only things I seem to enjoy is spending money, even
Animals, music, dancing, travel
Animals, music, dancing, travel
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April 21, 2009 9:37pm
Well so much has gone on since my last entry...
I don't even know where to start.. lol..
I got a job! Actually started about 3 weeks ago driving …
December 11, 2008 1:26am
Hello everyone!!!
Hope everyone is well... I will be leaving to meet a guy in Canada on Jan 7th for 2 weeks
I am very excited. We have been talking for …
October 25, 2008 9:16am
Hey everyone,
Long time no see... Hope everyone is well... I am doing a bit better. I am sorry I am not around much, but I am involved a lot with …
August 28, 2008 1:32pm
well I have not wrote in a while... So figured I should... I went to the regionals and think I did really good for a 1st time... This was playin the …
Hey! =]
Random act of kindness .. hugz ..
It's been a while since we've talked. I hope things are getting better for you.. things are kinda rocky for me I lost a few friends because I pushed them away. But hell sometimes you just can't help it.
WRite me when you can
Love ya
Mel
its been a while, but I was here a year ago, and we talked alot, im also from wisconsin, and can so relate to your life.I wish you well!!
Happy Easter!!
29 years old suffer from bipolar disorder most likely inherited by my lovley father. Hate medication. Suffer from panic attacks, social anxiety. Mostly sad or angry all the time. Can't hold a job. SUCK SUCK SUCK. Only thing I like anymore is my cats. Don't leave the house much. Hate cars since my car accident in 2001. Hate driving, Hate night time. And really hate doctors.
Hello, I have suffered from panic attacks since I was a teen. I find that my medication helps for the most part. Adivant. But I don't like to take pills on a daily basis so I only take it as needed. Panic attacks are a regular experiance. Some are more manageable to controll than others when all reality is lost and you think your really dying this time really sucks. I also suffer from Bipolar, social anxiety and ptst. the worst part is not being able to drive because of panic attacks.
Was in a head on collision in 2001. Was driving home on a foggy night after dropping off a friend in a near by town. I was with my boyfriend at the time. Before I knew It a car was comming towards me in my lane and another car in the other. I was hit. I remember everything about the accident. One girl in the other car that was pregnant died at the scene. 2 others had bad head injurys which left them unable to care for themselves. My boyfriend broke in 7 places and 2 months in hospital
suffer from anxiety, panic attacks, bipolar,social anxiety,and ptsd.
well I am and have been codependant of men my entire life. I often will marry someone I don't even know for reasons I can' explaine except the fear of being alone. I am 29 and on my 3rd marriage.
im depressed. just like everyone else here..
broke and when I am not I spend money on crap I don't need
I am 29 years old. I am on my 3rd marriage. It is not working out and I am yet again thinking about divorce. I don't feel I should settle with something if I am not happy. I can not make anyone happy If I am not myself. I suffer from several disorders. My husband is not understanding, and does not want to be or learn. To me that means he does not want to be with me. My illness has only gotten worse since I married him. I don't know how much more I can take. I came here to hopefully find a way
I feel I suffer from several personality disorders and i am only just discovering what a personality disorder is.
I was diagnosed with a hiatal hernia about 2 yrs ago. I suffer from bad reflux also
have a hiatal hernia and bad reflux
I have this disorder and so does my dog
Hello I am new here and hope to meet some friends
I am starting to think I have this. Every time I drink a large glass of milk I get ill about half hr later with bad gas , the poops and a bad tummy ache
I am confused about what my problem is
had surgery on right hand a yr ago. numbness is comming back now.
i am looking to get the lap band
