"Nothing to do and there's nothing to say"
August 4, 2009 8:16pm
Summer semester ends this week. I can't bring myself to care about the term paper due, the class I failed to drop or the finals set for tomorrow. …
Karen2nqr 
8:55pm, July 31, 2009
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About Me
Karen2nqr
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About Me
Student. INFJ. Majoring in chemical dependency counseling. Bookworm. I'm very lost in my own head. I write a lot, but I'm not interested in publishing. I'm here because of disassociative issues. Bleh. Sounds so lame just spelling it out like that... I'm 20 and I don't have the emotional ability-- for lack of a better word, to be in a relationship, and very often I can't hold onto friends or family because I can't seem to give a damn. Or I do give a damn and it doesn't seem worth it. I'm not sure if that makes me apathetic or disassociative, actually...But I'm actually very friendly if you get me talking. I'm open to chatting at any time.
Student. INFJ. Majoring in chemical dependency counseling. Bookworm. I'm very lost in my own head. I write a lot, but I'm not interested in publishing. I'm here because of disassociative issues. Bleh. Sounds so lame just spelling it out like that... I'm 20 and I don't have the emotional ability-- for lack of a better word, to be in a relationship, and very often I can't hold onto friends or family because I can't seem to give a damn. Or I do give a damn and it doesn't seem worth it. I'm not sure
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Interests
Sci-fi. Fanfiction. Writing fiction, blog, poems, essays. Politics. Anime. Manga. Harry Potter. I'm soooo a fangirl... Sims 2. I watch Torchwood, Dr Who, Life on Mars, NCIS and the occasional CSI. And the Penguins of Madagascar is looking very cute.
Sci-fi. Fanfiction. Writing fiction, blog, poems, essays. Politics. Anime. Manga. Harry Potter. I'm soooo
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I don't want you close to me
June 5, 2009 7:36pm
So I'm noticing more and more, I don't want most of the people in my family near me. It makes me uncomfortable. If I was a cat my fur would …
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I won't discuss "it" with you if you don't vibrate
June 3, 2009 8:36pm
I've got a hole in my head and out it is bleeding out brainage. Because apparently my brain is far too aged for this body, it's seen fit to …
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I don't want to try today
May 23, 2009 2:01pm
I don't want to try today. I don't want to change, or to be what other people think I should. I don't want to be change on the off chance …
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Still sick
May 20, 2009 11:37am
And I have my pre-op friday. I hope they don't cancel. And I'm pretty sure they'll give me a flu test while I'm there. Feeling …
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Were cuttin tadays rations ye scurvy dogs!
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May God bless you and keep you in perfect peace. Here are some encouraging bible verses to uplift you. Remember, faith moves mountains and you can get through anything in the name of Jesus.
John 3:16
For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?
Psalm 27:1
Be of good courage, and he shall strengthen your heart, all ye that hope in the Lord.
Psalm 31:24
But Jesus beheld them, and said unto them, "With men this is impossible; but with God all things are possible."
Matthew 19:26
For thou wilt light my candle: the LORD my God will enlighten my darkness.
Psalm 18:28
I sought the LORD, and he heard me, and delivered me from all my fears.
Psalm 34:4
For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.
2 Timothy 1:7
Cast thy burden upon the Lord, and he shall sustain thee; he shall never suffer the righteous to be moved.
Psalm 55:22
I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.
Philippians 4:13
But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus.
Philippians 4:19
Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.
Hebrews 11:1
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Moment of Peace
Hey baybay!!
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Support Groups
Close Coming Out
Struggling to creep out of the closet. Dad wasn't a problem, but what do you do wehn you're trying to discover yourself while at the same time your depending on total homophobes to support you? Soooo...Come out and get kicked out, or stay in the closet...it's dark in here...
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionDiagnosed as a pre-teen. Not currently on meds. I'm basically winging it...it's hard, but I prefer it to the alternatives.
Open Loneliness
Why must there be a story? I'm reclusive and partially apathetic. I'm not unfriendly though. Just looking for a reason...For anything.
Open Female Sexual Issues
I've been accused of being asexual, but I don't think that's true. Other people just don't arouse me on sight. No problems with sex drive, other people just... dissapoint.
Treatments
- Relaxation Working / Worked
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- Leave Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Families & Friends of Gays & Lesbians
Karen2nqr hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Health Care Reform
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