upside down
April 14, 2009 9:50pm
So not sure where i left off... i leave for the navy in 14 days. My life is going to shit. ive started using a lot of drugs and just hope I pass my …
ballerinabeauty
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About Me
ballerinabeauty
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About Me
Im 20 years old. Im a ballet dancer and retail worker, I'm also going to school. Im a hurricane katrina survivor, Ive only been in California since then.
Im 20 years old. Im a ballet dancer and retail worker, I'm also going to school. Im a hurricane katrina survivor, Ive only been in California since then.
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I love reading and dancing of course, and making money. I also paint and used to sing. Im going to a junior college so I can save money to transfer to a 4 year college. I was getting a degree in photojournalism because I love exposing the truth (maybe cause Im secretive) and also helping people who's voice isnt often heard. Now though im leaning toward a degree in mental health nursing and journalism so i can do peace corps or doctors without borders. Also thinking about a degree in accounting or dance and dancing professional in accounting... Im too old to be this indecisive....
I love reading and dancing of course, and making money. I also paint and used to sing. Im going to a
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Navy???
November 20, 2008 11:33pm
So I got called by a Navy recruiter a few days ago. I had asked for some information and hadnt got a call back for a few months when they called out …
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Close Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaWeight has always been an issue in my family. My mother used to feed me only small amounts of food when I was growing up and no junk food. She was always worried about her weight also. i grew up thinking this was normal. When I was 15 i was almost raped and this made me hate myself. I have been bulimic in the past, over exercised, and self injured. I have gotten to the point where I just restrict now but I fear I cant control this much longer.
Close Self-Injury
After anorexia and bulimia, my teachers noticed i was way too thin so I turned to self injury, a method of control i could more easily hide...
Open Sexual Abuse
i was stalked repeatedly and molested by a man who broke into my house twice and almost raped me when I was 15... he was never caught and I have blocked out what he looked like in my mind
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Im a hurricane Katrina survivor...
Open Natural Disasters
Im a hurricane Katrina survivor, evacuated 2 weeks after the hurricane, to california.
Open Financial Challenges
I was very poor growing up after my parents divorced, I didnt even have hot water during high school to take showers with. I am very paranoid about not having money and it is an ongoing problem.
Treatments
- Budgeting Working / Worked
- Found where all my money was going.
- Earn Money Working / Worked
- I got a higher paying job and saved the extra increase for retirement in an IRA account.
- Holding a Garage Sale Working / Worked
- ebay, ebay, ebay, now i just have to sell more than i spend...
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)This disorder would explain alot of the issues and feelings i have but i have not been officially diagnosed with it so I don't want to say I have it.
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- Talking Considering
- Looking up psychologists that can help. I have a hard time telling people about my problems.
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