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MGPS
2:42pm, May 5, 2009
I dont understand why and how this happened. I miss her so bad and I just want to scream seeing her laying there in the funeral home before we cremated her she looked like she was sleeping and I couldnt quit crying because it all seemed like a bad dream. My sister and I both are lost now that our mom has died and we cant get that back. I was looking forward for her being there when I graduated and when I got married and had children but now I just keep asking "WHY" and I keep blaming my self for why she was sick....






my nana died of the same thing sorry your in so much pain! its ok to cry! or shout or get angry! im here if u need someone to shout or talk 2X and its nt your faultx
calamityjane