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2:42pm, May 5, 2009
Well I havent been on here since 2007 I think.... I am getting married at the end of this month and I cant wait until my BIG DAY!!!! My relationship with my adoptive mom is finally better and my dad is my hero. I am still dealing with my biological mothers death and I just try not to talk about it. My sister and I havent been talking because she wont talk to me. Its really sad because I want her to be in my life and to be there for my wedding but she doesnt want to be because I told her that the way she is living that I didnt want to be apart of it. I just hope things get alot better and I pray that my sister will be alright because she is the only blood that I have...
Ok well my sister is tryin to kill herself in everyway possible that she can think of... Im going crazy I dont know how to help her Im doing all I can to be understanding but its hard she just hasnt been the same since our mom died.
Im really worried about my sister she has been doing drugs since our mom died in April and I dont know exactly how to help her. She has three kids and since mom died hasnt lived with her or seen my sister since she died. I dont really know how to help her all of us grieve in our own ways but honestly I lost my mom and I dont want to lose my sister either. Im losing her now and she is slowly slipping away and I try and try to talk with her about it and she wants to stop but she cant. She called me the other night crying because she doesnt want to do these things anymore she told me that before mom died she wouldve nevr even thought about snorting a pill but now she has been doing herion and coke and god knows what else. I know that she is not that type of person but she id grieving I wish I could help her but I feel like my hands are tied because everytime I speak to her about it she says mom just died and I dont know what else to do.
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