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BJ25
Female, 27
"dealing with past memories and feeling really depressed!"
9:26am, November 8, 2009

  • About Me

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    BJ25

    Female, 27, Married
    USA
    Member since May 21, 2007

    • About Me

      if you want to know just ask.... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p3C_OvGUGhY&annotation_id=annotation_862602&feature=iv

      if you want to know just ask.... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p3C_OvGUGhY&annotation_id=annotation_862602&feature=iv

    • Website

      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7dwP8Q1...

    • Interests

      please PLEASE if you want to talk/chat with me please read my profile (the support groups i belong to) so you know a little about me!

      please PLEASE if you want to talk/chat with me please read my profile (the support groups i belong to)

  • Journal

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    • no were to go???

      Mood September 18, 2009 10:09am

      we have no were to go. it feels like people doont want us around here. lots of peoples would talk to us and now it looks like they are tring to stay …

    • the butterfly

      Mood September 18, 2009 4:58am

      i wish i waas a butterfly so that icouuld  just fly away froom all the pain and all of the hurt im only 8 i am supost to be a happy girl but …

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    • Hug

      From heathcliff77 November 10

      hey im sorry that i havent wrote to you in a while i had some major issues that but me down read my new jurnal entry and you will see what i mean and im going to try to keep coming on here to say hi and to put a new jurnal entry
      heath

    • Good Luck

      From stevebhopes November 9

      I was sorry to hear about you having flashbacks. What were those all about? How are things on the homefront? I am here for you if you need to vent.

    • I’m With You

      From stevebhopes October 27

      You are not alone in your struggles. I am glad to hear you are still fighting to make it through.

    • Thanks

      From stevebhopes October 26

      Thanks for the hug! I have been wondering how you are doing. Hope all is well in your world.

    • Hug

      From Haiku October 26

      Hey there kiddo..tks - she is doing better..its been a long month.,.how are you doing?...big hugs kiddo..

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  • Goals

    try not to cut for a wk

    100%

    Goal Completed on Sep 18, 09
    workout 5dys a wk 4 month

    100%

    Goal Completed on Feb 21, 09
    find out who i really am

    100%

    Goal Completed on Oct 15, 08
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    get closer to my hubby

    100%

    Goal Completed on Sep 19, 08

  • Support Groups

    • Close Bipolar Disorder

      i was told i was Bipolar and a while after i was put in the hospital for trying to kill myself. I have ups and down i will cry for no reason and be happy or really angry the next. i have depression kinda bad and i am a cutter if anyone knows what that is. sometimes i just dont want to get out of bed! and others i just feel like throwing something i hate it!!

      Treatments

      Abilify Working / Worked
      just started it and it seems to be working keeping me pretty level
      Clonazepam Working / Worked
      love the stuff it helps me sleep and if i have a panic attack it brings me down LOVE IT
      Crying Somewhat Helpful
      it kinda helps to cry when i need to so i can get it out but if its a bad day its not going to help
      Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
      Sometimes it helps deep breathing is starting to work
      Lithium Not Working
      OMG i hated this stuff i didnt know when they put me on it that it could do so much to you YUCK!!
      Prozac Not Working
      it worked a little while but kinda wore off
      Seroquel Not Working
      Put me to sleep thats about it
      Wellbutrin Working / Worked
      seems to be working so far!
      Writing Working / Worked
      i just write what is going on and try to let it all out without yelling at someone else
      Zyprexa Not Working
      it worked for a while and then stopped working i stopped taking it after i had gained 30-40lbs in 5 months

    • Close Self-Injury

      well on top of being bipolar i have been a cutter since i was about 9 i have scars that just wont go away its hard and scary but i dont know if i want to stop.

      Treatments

      Prozac Not Working
      been on it for a while now its not helping with the cutting
      Squeezing Ice Not Working
      they said to try it and it should give the same sensation as cutting but i dont know where they get that because if feels NOTHING like cutting
      Talking Somewhat Helpful
      kidna works if i can talk to some who will listen before i actually start to cut
      Writing Somewhat Helpful
      it doesnt stop my cutting but it lets me get my feelings out

    • Open Phobia
      Type: Agoraphobia (fear of open spaces)

      along with bipolar and cutting i am also agoraphobic

      Treatments

      Humex Not Working
      i am still trying to work this out it is getting harder and harder for me to leave the house everyday i try not to if i dont have to

    • Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

      i was molested by my brother when i was about 7-8 yrs old and suffer from PTSD because and my friends murder 5 yrs ago

      Treatments

      Music Somewhat Helpful
      doesnt always help but it is a way to vent
      Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
      havent really worked through my issues yet so its too soon to tell
      Talking Working / Worked
      the more i talk about the easier it is for me to get past it
      Zoloft Working / Worked
      helps a lot

    • Open Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS)

      Treatments

      Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked
      if i stay away from milk products like milk cheese and stuff i dont seem to have as much problems
      Colace Not Working
      took it when i was in the hospital didnt work at all i was taking a few everyday
      Librax Somewhat Helpful
      help a little but not much and when i was on lithium they took me off of it

    • Open Obesity

      i have struggled with weight ever since my being molested when i was younger.i went from being pretty average to being 290lbs its SUCKS

      Treatments

      Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Somewhat Helpful
      i laid off sweets and white flour and went to wheat products. it helped a little but not enough
      Physical Exercise Considering
      started up walking and soon i might do weight lifting nothing to bad.....
      Slim-Fast Not Working
      tried it and it did NOTHING

    • Open Personality Disorders
      Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)

      along with Bipolar ptsd and agoraphobia i have BPD....no idea what that mean just yet.....

      Treatments

      Talking Somewhat Helpful
      talking and venting helps a little so does writing. not much though

    • Open Depression

      along with the bipolar i get depression pretty bad more often then the manic stage

      Treatments

      Cymbalta Not Working
      made me very aggressive
      Effexor Not Working
      did nothing for me
      Lexapro Not Working
      nope nothing
      Meditation Somewhat Helpful
      keeps me in the now
      Prozac Not Working
      it only helps a little bit
      Seroquel Not Working
      helps me sleep and thats it
      Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
      knowing i have support is ok but it doesnt help all the time
      Wellbutrin Working / Worked
      so far so good
      Writing Working / Worked
      helps me to get out my frustrations
      Zoloft Working / Worked
      seems to be working so far we shall see started it on 2-22-08

    • Open Anxiety

      at home i am ok most of the time but when i leave the house i am overwelmed with anxiety

      Treatments

      Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
      only work if i can calm down enough for it to work
      Klonopin Working / Worked
      works wonders i love the stuff

    • Open Sexual Abuse

      well not much to tell my brother sexually abused me when i was about 7 or 8 didnt last very long but it still happend and it sucks it messed up my ideas about myself and the way i see myself but made it hard for me to get close to my hubby

      Treatments

      Music Working / Worked
      helps
      Talking Working / Worked
      now that some people know its a lil easier to talk about and to help me get on with my life

    • Open Bereavement

      well i lost an aunt and uncle to suicide. my best friends was murdered shot to death in 2003 and a few months later i lost my Grandpa to cancer.. they a few yrs ago i lost my other grandpa. i am having the worse time getting over losing my friend. because of the way she was murdered...

      Treatments

      Crying Somewhat Helpful
      helps but still hurts
      Music Working / Worked
      helps me release feelings that i keep pent up
      Prayer Working / Worked
      i believe God is watching over me and that the ones i love are with him..
      Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
      my friends and family are the best
      Support Groups Working / Worked
      DS is wonderful for helping me with my problems
      Time Working / Worked
      its hard giving yourself time to grieve but it gets better with time

    • Open Female Sexual Issues

      lately i find it harder and harder to have an orgasm and it if so frustrating for both Myself and my hubby. i sometimes have to fake it so he doesnt think its him. but we have finaly talked about it and he is very understanding about this!

      Treatments

      Relaxation Not Working
      i cant keep my mind focused on what i am doing if we are having sex no matter how relaxed i am my mind wonders away and i cant keep focused

    • Open Sleep Apnea

      i just found out on 9/22 that i have sleep apnea and it sounds like i am going to have to use a cpap machine...

    • Open Multiple Personalities

      ive had DID/MPD for a while now maybe 3-4yrs i am still trying to work out exactly what it all means. i have no memory when i switch, and i am in the process of learning to communicate with my parts. i have an 8yr old alter named Brianna who loves to color and be silly but is easily scared. Abigail is 16 and typical teen, hormones and all and Angela is 22 she is my protector so to speak. she is a tomboy and cusses like a sailor...she also has a bit of a temper

      Treatments

      Talking Working / Worked
      therapy helps sometimes or talking to my hubby and two closest friends
      Writing Working / Worked
      keeping a journal to write what i am feeling helps most of the time opens up communication

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