Journal Entry for February 15, 2007
I have six days clean and without drugs today and I am so grateful to my higher power that I am alive and am getting my life back. It's amazing how …
I am a single Mom, living happily and independantly on my own. I love writing, nature, walking and healing. I strive every day to stay positive and to focus on solutions. Life is getting better, seemingly for once. I'm back in school. yayness.
I am a single Mom, living happily and independantly on my own. I love writing, nature, walking and healing. I strive every day to stay positive and to focus on solutions. Life is getting better, seemingly for once. I'm back in school. yayness.
writing, music, reading, walking, education
writing, music, reading, walking, education
I have six days clean and without drugs today and I am so grateful to my higher power that I am alive and am getting my life back. It's amazing how …
I think it's the first time since I started this particular online journal that I have felt so good. I have hope today. My husband and I are trying …
It hurts so bad inside. It never stops. I am living a f*cking nightmare and I'm not waking up. My whole life has been a nightmare with no breaks. I …
I wish today were Monday as opposed to Sunday. I have so much to get done this week before wednesday. My to do list is the size of a zoo. I put way …
I just don't know anymore Current mood: confused Category: Life Yeah I meant it when I said it and just like I said it. Did you hear me? …
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Great, one day at a time.
I support you in any way you need it. Just drop a line and I'll be sure to get back to you quickly. How are things now? Are you doing better? Love to you my Friend. Barb-Detroit
"A smile costs nothing, but gives much- It takes but a moment, but the memory of it usually lasts forever. None are so rich that can get along without it- And none are so poor but that can be made rich by it. It enriches those who receive, without making poor those who give- It creates sunshine in the home, Fosters good will in business, And is the best antidote for trouble- And yet it cannot be begged, borrowed, or stolen, for it is of no value Unless it is given away. Some people are too busy to give you a smile- Give them one of yours- For the good Lord knows that no one needs a smile so badly As he or she who has no more smiles left to give." ~Author Unknown
When I was in utero, my mother never ate. She drank beer instead. As an infant, my nutrition was beer and so my whole life I have suffered from an eating disorder NOS.
I have suspected asthma since a young age but was not diagnosed until less than a year ago.
I was molested from 4-9 and raped from 15-19. I wonder if I'll ever get over the shame.
I was a cheerleader for many years, which isn't well on a body. I have arthritis in my hips, hands and feet. I had a carwreck in '05. My spine is curved backwards and I have chronic neck, shoulder and back pain.
I was with him for six months before we married. We have a child together and we are getting a divorce, three years later.
I was diagnosed with borderline at thirteen.
molested from 4-9 and raped from 15-19
I had a car wreck in april '05. The injuries from then are still painful
I got HPV after being raped at a young age and it has caused cancerous cells in my cervix.
I had my two year old at nineteen
I had my five year old at seventeen.
I have been through so much trauma that I couldn't sum it up. It's effects are devastating.
I started self injuring at nine. I started with scratching and slapping my arms and at twelve was cutting. I haven't cut since February.
I was abused my whole life, by people in authority, siblings, teachers, friends...
I have been smoking for ten years.
I've been smoking the herb for ten years. I can't seem to live without it.
Was homeless. Got my first apartment and became dependant on my soon to be ex husband.
I have been in a custody battle with my ex for four years now. It seems like the fight never ends. I wish he would just work with me.