elainel's Journal

My sons therapist asked me if I think he knows he is different-his  thoughts are different from others- it has really made me think about the fact I have never asked him, I have never explained what he has or told him I know he thinks differently and that is why we do some of the things we do to help him- as some of you know by reading my last post- it was a very diffecult week at my house- he was telling me how he was going to kill himself and than went to school to explain it to someone he trusts there- anyway we have an app. with a clinic that speclizes with Kids with autism and adhd- it is in a week - they had a four month waiting list but someone I know knows the director and they pulled some strings not to mention the thoughts he is having. Anyway we are seeing the therapist a couple more times so she can gather additional information to help with the visit-this is when she brought this up- why have I not told him ? am I still in denile ? I am feeling really down right now and confused- I am the only one he has right now and I am just sooooooo tired   really tired   have not slept in days  really tired