Journal Entry for August 5, 2009
i know i'm supposed to care but i don't, doesn't seem to matter.
kinda get to thinking weather anyone would even notice if i wasn't …
nothing much to say, i used to cut a long time ago and wish i had the strength to forget it but i carn't. life is better with lots and lots of my blood all over the floor.
nothing much to say, i used to cut a long time ago and wish i had the strength to forget it but i carn't. life is better with lots and lots of my blood all over the floor.
being in the gym. music that means something' music that speaks to and is from the heart.
being in the gym. music that means something' music that speaks to and is from the heart.
i know i'm supposed to care but i don't, doesn't seem to matter.
kinda get to thinking weather anyone would even notice if i wasn't …
not strong, just a fraud. how can i be clean when the only thought running through my head right at this moment is how i can extract more blood and …
think i have just given up, this is just not working anymore.no point in being clean, if the hurt just keeps getting worse and doesn't look to be …
think i have just given up, this is just not working anymore.no point in being clean, if the hurt just keeps getting worse and doesn't look to be …
for the second day in a row now all i can think is i want to see blood, more than before, it's stronger now than it has been for awhile. maybe …
for you!
I hope you feel better soon. Paranoia and depression are tough places.
Have you been to your doctor ?
Sending lots of love and happiness ur way
Hun, please let me know how you are.....BIG hugs. X
Hugs for you, how are things Hun?
nothing to tell
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