Journal Entry for July 20, 2009
hi i need a bit of advice from you!!
i have been chatting to this guy online for about 3 months now and he text me every single day and i mean from …
my name is carrie im 23 years old i have depression and pain killer addiction. i love music i have been a singer since i was 6 years old and started recording in my studio at the age of 15 things have gone down since my addiction and depression tho. my dad died when i was 6 and my mum is 65 i have a really big problem with worrying about members of my family dying im a mess at the miniute and hope there are people out there who i can speak to and can help me. lots of love . carrie xx
my name is carrie im 23 years old i have depression and pain killer addiction. i love music i have been a singer since i was 6 years old and started recording in my studio at the age of 15 things have gone down since my addiction and depression tho. my dad died when i was 6 and my mum is 65 i have a really big problem with worrying about members of my family dying im a mess at the miniute and hope there are people out there who i can speak to and can help me. lots of love . carrie xx
singing cinema going out for meals, concerts swimming golf.
singing cinema going out for meals, concerts swimming golf.
hi i need a bit of advice from you!!
i have been chatting to this guy online for about 3 months now and he text me every single day and i mean from …
ok ok today is super shit for me i feel so so depressed i dont know what to do with my life i just want to end it all but i aint got the balls to go …
hey all sorry i have not been on here for a very long time.
things have been ok with me, had my upz n downz but nothin too serious. i have always been …
hi all. hope you are all well i have not been feeling good at all i do nothin but think all the time bad thoughts running through my head none stop. …
today is really fuked up for me my sisters son just told me he has been smoking pot and he likes to cut himself i just feel so sick with this he …
Hope ur doin ok, not sure if u remember me from ages ago, just wanted to say hello and here if u wanna talk
hello,how are you, glad to hear from you... write me would love to talk...
oh hun that is no good. I hate the flu season!! Lucky I haven't got it just yet. I'm bit the same, things are pretty crap for me atm. Hope u feel better soon! Xox
i love music too like u. i play guitar piano sing dance. i write rhymes in my journals on DS. hey i hope someday u will be completely happy.
i have been taking pain killers for 5 years now and its so hard to come of them they have made me become very depressed and withdrawn from life i dont want to feel like this anymore but icant seem to kick the habbit. ever since my farther died when i was 6 things got really bad and i have a major problem with thinking members of my family are gonna die to i used to cut myself to take away my pain i need help so much... xx
it started 3 years ago and ever since it got worse at first i thought i was gonna die then my doctor told me this is what im gonna think cos i have anxiety i think ever since my farther died i have been a worrier i just need some sort of help i need to no how to control thi horrible feeling i have. the doctors give me tablets for it but it seemed to only make things worse...
had epilepsy since i was 11 years old they have gotten a lot better now but i still really worrie about having another fit i think thats why i have so much anxiaty.
i have only just been diagnosed with bipolar so i dont know much about this but its a horrible thing to have .