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well i'm back up at school, back to the daily gring... sort of. things are so slow in this town and noone is here. i have nothing to do all day so i have been desperately trying to remain busy and occupied on things and work out and eat well. the temptation is there to drink and party more which only leads me down a negative path. i'm almost happy i have an 8 oclock class so i cant do that.
lately i have been really craving a guy to have in my life. those nights that i am sitting home alone watchin tv and not doing much would be perfect for that companionship. that's when i binge too, so the loneliness makes it nearly impossible to resist. i know i should relish this time and also use it to get into some good habbits before i start my new life in a new town and get busy. i just need to stay positive and not let my thoughts and anxiety turn situations into what they arent.
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Yea i want a guy too sumtimes but we should try use our time being single as much as poss! Cos i know there r times wen ya with sum1 wea u just wish u weresingle too lol! We should use this time to correct as many bad habbits we can! For me yes the main 1 is binging and therefore liking myself more! You gta luv yaself b4 u can luv sumbody else!
Soph827
thats so true! i think the happier you are in yourself, the better your relationship will be... its like you're more of a complete person to offer your partner - otherwise you lean on them too much & that can be unhealthy.
naomi683