Journal Entry for June 14, 2009
June 14, 2009 5:50pm
What's the point of writing these entries if no one responds. I feel like i'm going crazy. someone please write.
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spinalone5
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About Me
spinalone5
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About Me
I have suffered with depression, ocd, anxiety since i was a teenager. I am looking for support or just a place to vent my frustrations. I would like to learn more about coping strategies, etc.
I have suffered with depression, ocd, anxiety since i was a teenager. I am looking for support or just a place to vent my frustrations. I would like to learn more about coping strategies, etc.
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Interests
I am an avid reader and I love to sing and write poetry. I love movies, museums, different cultures. I also like nature, fishing, thanks to my boyfriend Pat...Love him lots!!! I love and crave knowledge!! I love indie music and off the wall movies, especially directors David Lynch, John waters, Pedro Almodovar, etc....I have certain friends who introduce me to cool things... I love to eat sushi, seafood, italian, ethiopian, etc...I also would love to travel to the east coast and Europe.... I'm still trying to figure out a career that suits me, I love music so I do want to get into a band a maybe become a counseler...I have a caring heart so I want to help others in need... I'm an open-minded, fun-loving gal, who does have a flighty sense of humor, when I'm not depressed, lol!!
I am an avid reader and I love to sing and write poetry. I love movies, museums, different cultures.
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Journal Entry for June 14, 2009
June 14, 2009 5:49pm
What's the point of writing these entries if no one responds. I feel like i'm going crazy. someone please write.
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Journal Entry for June 14, 2009
June 14, 2009 5:49pm
What's the point of writing these entries if no one responds. I feel like i'm going crazy. someone please write.
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Journal Entry for June 14, 2009
June 14, 2009 5:49pm
What's the point of writing these entries if no one responds. I feel like i'm going crazy. someone please write.
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Journal Entry for June 14, 2009
June 14, 2009 5:49pm
What's the point of writing these entries if no one responds. I feel like i'm going crazy. someone please write.
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i'm doing okay, thanks :-) how are yo u?
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Doing OK, busy with school, which I love! just sent in for a huge scholarship last night, and let myself indulge in DS today. Check out some of my posts, as I was sharing what I'm learning about the brain.. Love Ya! k
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hanging in there.... yes, tough financially for me too. barely getting by. WE WILL GET THRU! ALL IS WELL AND WE ARE SAFE!
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Support Groups
Close Bisexuality
I struggle and I can't accept myself. I feel as though I don't fit in anywhere. There are a lot of sterotypes with being bisexual. I'm still attracted to women,but, I love all and I am in love with my boyfriend. I want to find others who struggle with this and how to accept myself... That is my story in a nutshell...I hope to find support and advice...
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI've had depression,ocd, and anxiety for over most of my life....I still struggle even though I have been on most meds. I'm looking for support and advice.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Trileptal Working / Worked
- This helps with my mood swings..
- Clonazepam Working / Worked
- helps with anxiety
Open Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS)
I was recently diagnosed with PCOS. I am on yasmin which controls the bleeding. I'm worried because the meds affect my depression meds,
Treatments
- Depo-Provera Not Working
- Oral Contraceptives Working / Worked
- I'm on Yasmin, and this is the first birth control that controls my bleeding
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
I have ocd, depression, and anxiety. My ocd is the worse,because I deal with intrusive thoughts and I get upset because I need reassurance. I'm looking for support.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Considering
- Lexapro Not Working
- Luvox Not Working
- Paxil Not Working
Open Back Pain
I first hurt my back in a hit in run in 2002 and I reinjured my back at work in 2005. I have a 5mm tear in my lower back. last week I bent down to get some laundry and I couldn't walk...I'm now awaiting to go to physical therapy...
Treatments
- Chiropractic Adjustment Not Working
- Cortisone (Injection) Somewhat Helpful
- Ibuprofen Somewhat Helpful
- Physical Therapy Working / Worked
Open Tooth Grinding
I've been told from dentist that I do have evidence of teeth grinding..I do it out of habit...
Treatments
- Humex Working / Worked
Open Codependency
I have low self-esteem and I always try to please my friends,yet am jealous and insecure with my bf...I am in therapy,but I harp and try to control things because I feel out of control...Ineed help and guidance...
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
I gained 80 pounds 3 years ago, from certain antidepressants..since them i've lost 30, but i'm struggling to lose 50 more..I am an emotional eater and i have a back injury that prevents me from doing a lot of exercises.i need support...
Treatments
- Eating Healthier Foods Somewhat Helpful
- Eat Less Somewhat Helpful
- i have lost in the past, but i need to apply that now
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- it definitely helps, i'm going to walk and take water aerobics
Open Infidelity
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