Journal Entry for October 7, 2007
October 7, 2007 7:47pm
i wish i were dead. if i didnt have such a huge fucking guilt trip from my mom and dad, i'd probably be dead already. i know what it would do to …
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About Me
i dont want to talk about my faults here, i want to share the positive aspects of my life. right now, i work full time and go to school full time. its rough. i am majoring in education. hmmm...i love photography. that is my joy in life. i love to read about religion & philosophy. by beliefs are something that has gotten me through a lot of tough times. i am a buddhist, right now specifically studying tibetan buddhism.
i dont want to talk about my faults here, i want to share the positive aspects of my life. right now, i work full time and go to school full time. its rough. i am majoring in education. hmmm...i love photography. that is my joy in life. i love to read about religion & philosophy. by beliefs are something that has gotten me through a lot of tough times. i am a buddhist, right now specifically studying tibetan buddhism.
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see the about me. haha
see the about me. haha
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Journal Entry for August 24, 2007
August 24, 2007 10:00pm
i dont know right now. i guess i am down. i am quite overwhelmed with school, work and my endo. i am so sick of the endo the most. i am in soo much …
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Journal Entry for August 14, 2007
August 14, 2007 8:28pm
so yeah. a lot has been going on since i wrote last. our closest family friend went into cardiac arrest. hasnt woken up yet. my aunt has been …
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Journal Entry for May 31, 2007
May 31, 2007 10:40pm
the past few days, i have been completely miserable. at just a month & a week since my laparoscopy, and i am cramping as bad as i ever did. i …
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Journal Entry for May 23, 2007
May 23, 2007 8:02am
well. headed off to work. hopefully today will be better than yesterday. i have decided to stay optimistic!
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whould you like to be my friend. Hear is some flowers so water them.lol
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hugs for you! Hope you can find something to help you get through the days! Good luck!
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i saw your picture and you said this is me "ageing". i would love to age like you. your so beautiful. your skin is so pure and blemish free and smooth. no wrinkels, nothing but beauty. everyone should age like you. dennis
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Here's a hug.. Hope things are lookin' up for you. I'm here for ya if ya need me :D
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Close Endometriosis
i had been complaining about pain from my periods since the began. every dr i have been to has told me i am either overly sensitive or it is in my head. the past two to three years i have been living off pain killers. my gyno finally decided to go ahead with a laparoscopy, since i would complain to him relentlessly about my pain. turns out i was right. there was something wrong with me. i had endometriosis. know your body. trust your instinct. no matter what.
Treatments
- Surgery Too Soon to Tell
- i had my surgery in april of 2007
- Oral Contraceptives Not Working
- i was put on my first b.c. to regulate my periods. that would fix the pain. ha. four years later and many rx's was surgery.
- Aygestin Too Soon to Tell
- my dr says the only way to be in less pain in my case is to have no periods. he says it will take 6weeks to tell if the hormones will help. i have been on them for 3.
Close Depression
i have been fighting with my deprssion as long as i can remember. its hard, dealing with chronic pain and everyone telling you its in your head.
Open Prescription Drug Abuse
i dont know if i have an addiction problem. i still do drugs, but i know i should stop. i want to. but i use them to cope. i started cutting to stop drugs. now i do fucking both. ha.
Treatments
- Residential Treatment Center Not Working
- sucked
