Journal Entry for March 11, 2009
March 11, 2009 9:48pm
It's strange to come back on here after so long and read what was going on in my life months ago. So much has happened since then that I could …
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About Me
solderburn
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About Me
I'm currently a senior at a high school in Berkeley. I'm very much so interested in the arts in all its forms, and happen to be a raver and psytrance junkie. I'm still very young, so I'm just trying to figure out what sort of paths I want to take in my life and which ones work best for me. Trying to incorporate happiness and kindness into everyday life are important to me. Just trying to figure out how to deal best with my depression and a little bit in terms of drug/alcohol use which is under control at the moment.
I'm currently a senior at a high school in Berkeley. I'm very much so interested in the arts in all its forms, and happen to be a raver and psytrance junkie. I'm still very young, so I'm just trying to figure out what sort of paths I want to take in my life and which ones work best for me. Trying to incorporate happiness and kindness into everyday life are important to me. Just trying to figure out how to deal best with my depression and a little bit in terms of drug/alcohol use which is under control
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Interests
Literature & the arts in general. I started spinning poi and love it! Also, psytrance & goa = love. Long drives. Meeting new people. Chatting over tea or coffee. Good food.
Literature & the arts in general. I started spinning poi and love it! Also, psytrance & goa = love. Long
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June 20, 2008 1:08am
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Journal Entry for May 11, 2008
May 11, 2008 9:18pm
Lukas,
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Journal Entry for May 8, 2008
May 8, 2008 4:36pm
almost out of highschool. frank is visiting in however long it takes him to hitchhike from delaware to main to california to berkeley. kristi is …
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hey sweety hope yur doing weelll, and hope your having a wonderful tyme, with friends, and goot laughs, how goes school for ya, have you tasted any good foods lately reading any good quality books,
hugs, and just to let you know iam leaving town for a week, hopes to hear from ya huggs and kiss's-
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i have not herd from ya in awhile hope yur okay, how goes the college life, done any fun travels, lately, reading any goot books,,, hope you have a goot weeek, many best.
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hi.. how r u..
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i hope yur doing okay, how goes life, whats new, anything exciting?? well have a goot week hope to hear from ya, hugs and smiles
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sending hugs and good wishes, to a supportive friend, i hope every thing is okay. hopes to here from ya, keep smiling and be happy, all my best from val
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionDepression runs in my family, and I first began experiencing in about 3 or 4 years ago. I had a few suicidal episodes, and a history of self harm. I made my own choice to go on medication and have managed to avoid acting on any feelings in those ways since. I've unfortunately turned to drugs and partying to avoid these feelings, but hey, at least I'm better than before. It's a long and hard struggle, but I'm working on it.
Treatments
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- It gives me the energy to get up and do something. That in turn helps tons with my depression. I still get sad, but I feel in control.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- It gives me the energy to get up and do something. That in turn helps tons with my depression. I still get sad, but I feel in control.
- Zoloft Not Working
- (no longer taking it) It kept me emotionally stable, but I couldn't feel any emotions, cry, etc. My sex drive was also nonexistent.
Close Trichotillomania (Hair Pulling)
Type: TrichotillomaniaI was never really aware that anyone else did this until about a year ago. I've never actually said anything to anyone about it because I'm embarrassed, but I hope to stop.
Open High School Stress
graduating 2008. college prep school.
Open Healthy Sex
I'm trying to develop an overall positive view of sex. I could also use some more positive habits in my current sex life.
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
Open College Stress
I seem to be able to relate to and get help from the people here more than in the High School Stress community...
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
Open Teen Anxiety
Stressed as hell this year between school, working part-time, internship (flexible hours though), trying to have a social life, and luckily not involved in theater anymore. Physical and psychological symptoms.
Open Teen Sexuality
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