I can never become who I once was, only who I want to become
It’s been some time since I last wrote in my journal and the last few months have involved a lot of thinking and a lot of decision making. …
My wonderful wife died from bowel cancer in March 2007. I still miss her terribly but I am learning to carry on and slowly learning to be the "new me" and live this "new life".
My wonderful wife died from bowel cancer in March 2007. I still miss her terribly but I am learning to carry on and slowly learning to be the "new me" and live this "new life".
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pneylan commented on LanaG’s journal entry Thought for today! 22 minutes ago
A good philosophy and I like the phrase, "stewing without doing". We do indeed have some choices about…
pneylan gave dane28 a hug 3:18pm
Thanks for the hug. Keeping busy at work here as winter starts to set in. Hope you're doing as well as…
pneylan gave GoneForever a hug 3:17pm
Thanks for the hug. Hope you're managing to let to let yourself relax and enjoy the lovely autumn weather.…
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Thanks for the "hug". Keeping busy at work here as winter starts to set in. Hope things are…
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Thinking of you on this difficult day.…
It’s been some time since I last wrote in my journal and the last few months have involved a lot of thinking and a lot of decision making. …
I’ve just returned from a week away with both my kids and during the week it was my 55th birthday and what would have been our 32nd anniversary …
Seem to have hit a bit of a wall recently and drifted back into feeling more depressed once again. I know those feelings are never far away but I had …
Just lately my thoughts seem to be turning more and more to the future. It is something I’ve tried to avoid so far. The future is not the one …
Well, I'm back from my trip to Vancouver and trying to reflect on how it went. Firstly the easy bit - Vancouver is such a wonderful place, …
A hug coming your way and to find how things have been lately for you. Do take care.
Hope everything with you is going well! Such a lovely time of year here that I am trying to let myself relax and enjoy it.
Howdy Patrick. How are things in Jolly Old these days?
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Sel
just stopping by with a hug and some love...hope you are doin well, my friend xoxo
i wanted to check in on a dear friend to let you know that I was thinking about you and hoping you are doing well. Your words have struck me so many times but your last journal was one that I also came to. I will never be the same person I was before but I have to learn to live with my loss as best I can. Thank you Patrick...you are a wonderful person and friend.
My wonderful wife died on 16th March 2007 aged 52 after battling bowel cancer for 18 months. My sense of grief, loss and loneliness just seem to get worse. She was my wife, my best friend and my soul mate. I feel as if part of me has gone with her. We had a wonderful marriage for 29 years and I know I should be grateful for that and for many wonderful memories. She was a kind,warm loving person, wonderful wife and mother. I so desperately miss her. Life seems so bleak.