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chainlinkkiss 
I swear some days i wish i was never alive.Lately its been a whole month of feeling like this.I got back from a few days down at senior week( and no i'm not a senior, i graduated in 05) on monday and was tired as shit from being drunk for 4 days straight. Then,oh wait i never wrote about the whole situation with that guy i liked. Notice the past tense "liked">Well anyway, memorial day i ended up going over his house and drinking with him and a few of his friends.I dont remember anything after a certain point but i woke up the next morning in his bed naked with him.He wouldn't explain to me what happened but i had a feeling something just wasn't right because i have never experienced memory loss like that from drinking and i was thinking it possible that someone might have slipped somethin into my drink.Well i told an ex cop buddy and really close friend my story and he went to investigate.Well it turns out, according to the guy i liked, that me and him went up to his room to have sex and then this girl who was there came up and joined in and he fucked me then fucked her while his friend who was also there watched.I thought i was going to puke when i heard all this.This was only the second guy i had ever slept with and i wasnt even fully coherent when it all happened.Since then i have tried to call him several times to hear the truth from him but he's been ignoring me and now somehow, he has told some people at our work what happened and everyone knows now. Just so fuckin shitty i want to fuck up his car or his face or maybe both.
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Ok so i am now freaking grounded because on memorial day i went to hang out with some people and got a little drunk and didn't go home and didn't call my parents or anything. I was so drunk i really don't remember anything either.I'm soo fucking stupid sometimes~! Now, i'm 19 and grounded. What the hell!! I can't stand the way my mom always treats me like a little child, i just want to grow up and have her be cool with it. She's holding me back and i want to scream!Comments
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There are times I think my mom would still ground me if she could and I don't even live at home, not to mention I'm almost 27.
You know whats bullshit? Sitting around and being bored thats some fuckin bullshit right there.The past couple of days i've had things to do but now i don't and that kind of pisses me off, so i sit here and type about nothing except being pissed off.Fucking awesome!
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i hate being bored!
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i know the feeling! i hate it when i have nothing to do!!
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thats some fucked up shit!! What a horrible way to have a second experience!! I am so sorry he put you through this, and telling people at work is wrong and childish. He deserves to have his face busted in. Does your cop friend know any angry convicts? Here he is bragging ahile you sit there and feel used betrayed and disgusted. What a jerk to sit back and ignore all the drama he created.
snowpea
Drama, drama, drama! Hey, remember not everyone is worth fighting for.
wildwings21