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About Me
nixfix
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About Me
I'm involved with a significant other. We are very much in love. He's my rock! I am a teacher and LOVE it. I love my kids, and very protective of them. I have a wonderful, and supportive family!! I have Bipolar 1, Panic Attacks w/ Agoraphobia, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, and ADHD. I love spending time with my family. They are lots of fun, and full of laughs. I've been suffering with panic attacks since I was 9. Doctors didn't know what to do. Panic attacks weren't heard of back then. Diagnosed with Bipolar 1 in my early thirties. . I have a lot of interests, but can't do them because of my panic attacks. I go through derealization. Things feel not real nor people. It's like I'm in a dream.
I'm involved with a significant other. We are very much in love. He's my rock! I am a teacher and LOVE it. I love my kids, and very protective of them. I have a wonderful, and supportive family!! I have Bipolar 1, Panic Attacks w/ Agoraphobia, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, and ADHD. I love spending time with my family. They are lots of fun, and full of laughs. I've been suffering with panic attacks since I was 9. Doctors didn't know what to do. Panic attacks weren't heard of back then. Diagnosed
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Interests
I love talking to my boyfriend, listening to music, enjoy a good movie, go out to dinner, take walks, have a nice iced coffee at McDonalds, and be with my wonderful family! I Love football, and watching it with my dad (GO Pats!!) and Ohio State! I'm just learning to play golf, and love it. As you can tell, I'm a huge Stevie Nicks fan :)
I love talking to my boyfriend, listening to music, enjoy a good movie, go out to dinner, take walks,
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Recent Activity
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148 hugs given, 86 hugs received, 21 journal comments, 19 photo comments
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nixfix commented on Chris1981’s photo 5:44pm
Oh my!! The fudge looks so delicious! Wish I could have a piece!! ;)…
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nixfix commented on Chris1981’s photo 5:43pm
Wow!! Those sure are pretty!…
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nixfix commented on Chris1981’s photo 5:42pm
Nice choice Chris on the Thanksgiving decorative!!…
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nixfix commented on Chris1981’s photo 5:41pm
That was so very sweet of Deb to send you this decorative! It's really nice!…
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nixfix commented on Chris1981’s photo 5:39pm
That's one good looking cake!! Kayla did a great job on the red frosting!! Great job Chris and Kayla…
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Flower
Happy sunny saturday!!! :) good morning sweet angel Katey, family, and animal friends! :) super big happy friendship hugs :) Hi Katey! :) how are you all today? :) my family and i hope and pray, that all is well, and that you all enjoyed a great evening and night. :) guess what i spotted in the sky last evening? :) THE MOON!!! :) The moon says "hi Katey!" :) awww! :) it was so very nice seeing the moon! :) i waved to the moon for you. :) i also took some pictures which i will include in my journal today. :) it's such a wonderfully wholesome time of the year. :) lots of great things going on, and many very special memories being made. :) We hope the weather is nice and sunny there. :) We're sending lots of sunshine cheer! :) rise and shine autumn sun! :) awww! :) Katey, we hope you all enjoyed a great friday. :) We love hearing from you. :) You always brighten our days and make us smile. :) We are just 5 days away, from THANKSGIVING!!! :) it's gonna be such a very special, and wonderful holiday. :) lots of great memories to be made. :) each day, is a wonderful gift, treasure, blessing, and celebration. :) i'll always be so very proud of you. :) my family and i are so very happy and thankful, that you are doing well with your goal to cut back on caffeine. :) You're doing great Katey. :) i was thinking of treating myself today, to a peach iced tea. :) it's been a while since i've had one. :) i think i'll buy a peach iced tea today. :) i'm not sure if we'll be going shopping, but there's a chance we may. :) You'll be with us in spirit angel. :) It's so very nice hearing from you, and hearing that you and your family are well. :) you must be so excited about turning Christmas lights on soon. :) That's a very special holiday tradition you have. :) Thank you for sharing your traditions with us Katey. :) in a couple weeks, i'm gonna be mailing a very special holiday package to you. :) i can't wait! :) The holidays are coming up! :) we'll be raising our Christmas mugs, and CHEERS!!! :) and singing Christmas songs. :) lots of great things to look forward too. :) my mom and Kayla says hi. :) We thank you Katey, so very much, for all of your wonderfully heart warming comments, warm well wishes, and hugs. :) We deeply appreciate everything, with all of our hearts. :) We're so ver happy and delighted, and thrilled, that you enjoyed our baking friday adventure. :) Kayla and i had so much fun baking goodies. :) everything loves the goodies we baked. :) The fudge is very popular! :) my dad took 3 pieces of fudge to work with him to have for snack. :) it warms our hearts, and makes us smile, knowing everyone is enjoying baking friday. :) Kayla's continuing to rest well. :) She's in really good spirits. :) She's our little weekend warrior! :) awww! :) She's gonna watch tv this weekend, and she loves to color pictures too. :) She loves when she colors pictures, and my mom (her nana) puts the pictues on the fridge. :) awww! :) Katey, thank you so very much, for all of your wonderful support, and for making each and every day special. :) Your friendships means the world to us. :) This morning, i gonna enjoy a nice nature walk. :) We send our love, warm friendship wishes, caring thoughts, many blessings, and lots of super big happy friendship hugs, and happy sunny autumn season smiles, from CT! :) i love you bunches and bunches, our sweet dear wonderful guardian angel friend. :) Take care, keep strong, and keep smiling and shining! :) Enjoy a wonderful day Katey! :) SMILE! :) Football sunday is tomorrow! :) GO PATRIOTS and REDSKINS! :) WIN!!! :)
Little Love
Thank you so much my friend, I have missed you so much, I am typing on a very small computer. So I going very slowly. I am having a wonderful time. Mika is having her Birthday party tomorrow. Hugs your friend Dezna
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HEllo sweet Katey,bless you sweetie ,i thank you so much for all that you do for me and i need to be a better friend than i have been.You are truely an angel here on earth and i love you so much.Your hugss and messages mean the world to me.I am going to try and be on DS more.My knee is still bothering me,but i am not ready to have surgery on it,even tho i know that is what will fix the problem.Please say hello to your DAD for me and give your MoM a hug too,and Donnie also.I am so proud you have such a wonderful DAD,mine was like that.lol I was a huge Daddy's girl and i miss him ever so much,as i do my MOM.I just read where you thought you may have lupas,thank God you don't.I know our prayers are anwered by him and i have you in mine always.I love you sweetie and know that i do care so much about you.Have a wonderful night and i am going to make an effort to be on here more often.Love you always ,please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers .I thank God for putting you in my life,you are so special to me,love always,shea.......
Flower
special delivery! :) chocolate walnut fudge, and cake! :) awww! :) good evening sweet angel Katey, family, and animal friends. :) We hope you all are enjoying a wonderful day! :) We're so very happy and delighted, that you and your dad enjoyed going out to enjoy a nice coffee. :) i brewed some coffee today, and made an iced coffee. :) i raise my iced coffee, and CHEERS!!! :) to you, family, friends, and to celebrating life! :) You're a sweetheart, and an angel Katey. :) We hope the weather cleared up there. :) it was stormy weather this morning, but the weather cleared up, and became sunny. :) we hope it's a nice sunny day there too. :) it was thundering and lightning this morning. yikes!!! oh my! come on autumn sun! :) shine! shine! shine! :) Katey, you're a sweetheart, and an angel. :) the moon is out this early evening. :) i waved to the moon for you! :) That's so very nice of your dad to say hi. :) my family and i thank you so very much, for all of your wonderful comments, warm well wishes, hugs, and amazing support. :) We deeply appreciate everything, with all of our hearts. :) Kayla went to the doctor's today. She wasn't feeling 100%. She got some more medicine, and also there's some great news! :) The doctor said, that her left lung is clear! :) She's healing well and recovering from pneumonia. She's in really good spirits. :) my mom and Kayla says hi. :) Kayla and i had a super fun baking friday adventure. :) We baked a turkey themed cake, and made some chocolate walnut fudge. :) it was so much fun! :) i took lots of pictures to share with everyone. :) we love sharing our adventures with everyone. :) it's a really nice day. :) Thank you for keeping us in your thoughts and prayers, and for all of your wonderful support. :) we're gearing up for weekend, shopping, and also football weekend. :) it's incredible, thanksgiving is just 6 days away. :) lots of great things to look forward too. :) my family and i, are so very thankful, for your wonderful friendships. :) We love you all bunches and bunches, and you all are family to us. :) We send our love, warm friendship wishes, caring thoughts, many blessings, and lots of super big happy friendship hugs, from CT. :) Take care, enjoy a wonderful weekend with your family. :)
Little Love
That's great! I'm glad ur doing ok and having a good day! That's cool you and ur dad went out for coffee =) Yeah I wish it would rain here lol it hardly ever rains here but what u say I live in the desert lol. I had alittle bit of a headache but it's not as bad as it was yesterday. I hope u have a great evening/night. Hugs!!!!!!!! xo
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Close Panic Attacks
Treatments
- Klonopin Somewhat Helpful
- klonopin will somewhat calm me down. I have a lot of energy and work it off fast. I take 3 of them a day at 2 mg.
- Ambien Working / Worked
- I have trouble sleeping. I just started Ambien. I was on 10mg but it didnt help me sleep throughout the night. Now I take 20mg and it helps me sleep through the whole night.
- Corgard Considering
- Working
- Gabapentin Somewhat Helpful
- I've been on Gabapentin for so long w/other meds, it's hard to tell what exactly I feel or don't feel.
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- I suffer from derealization. I take 2mgs of Klonopin 3 times a day. It has helped me tremendously!!
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- I'm on Seroquel XR. It continues to work throughout the night. It has helped a lot. It calms my nerves and helps me sleep better.
Close Anxiety
Treatments
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
- Breathwork Working / Worked
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- It makes me feel real. I'm able to drive, and leave the house.
- Seroquel Working / Worked














