sporty's Journal

Well i have been feeling pretty good for the last week or so as i think my body is slowly beginning to relax a little. I think the tiredness comes and goes now as there are some days i get through the day without having to feel so damn tired all the time. And there can be other days i don't feel up to doing things? Maybe it's the change of weather that seem to work for me. I hope i manage to stay like this for a whole month without havng any bad tiredness or pains. That would be gon good??   Today i am going for my therapy and i have one more session after today's and the she is on her holiday till Sept? She did tell me that my therapy will come to an end next spring and it would feel good for me to that this will come to an end to but i don't think i get give it up just yet She thinks i am ready but i am not???

Maybe i have to try and see if i can get through without seeing Janet again and she have helped me alot and the times i was very depressed, She helped me got through it and now i don't feel so depress as i was but i do get stressed out a lot. Just as the neck pain was easing of, my neck started to play up aagin and i am even more tense than i ever was, my knees having been acting up to. I am getting so fedup living like this? I know i will get better but when???