Journal

Yesterday i went to a family birthday meal in London and it was my Aunt's birthday and i gave her some smelley's for her. She loved it alot?

It was a good meal but was too much for me as too much background too which made me feel tired but i tried my best to get through the afternoon. When i got abit bored i did my kriss cross puzzle and did some colouring in. I did talk to some of the family but it was just too hard. Later that evening i walked back to Waterloo station and got my train back home. When i got back i watched some TV and had something to eat.

I wasn't too bad painwise!

Today went to a drinks party at some friends house, All got too much for me and my ears but i stayed till about 3pm. Then my granny came over and we went to my brother's inlaws for tea which was nice and we stayed till 6.25pm then went home.

All weekend was abit much for me but i managed just about???

Friday 7th Dec

For the last few weeks it's been hell for me as i had real big problems with my tinnitus but now it had settled down. I had to go back to my old hearing aids for releif and it's working. My buttocks ate starting to hurt again and so are my knees. I think me doing up and down those stairs are not really helping as they are pretty hard.

I have made a decison to go back on Citalopram for my depression as i felt is coming back very slow and didn't want it to get worst.It may help with the pain but if it doesn't i will go back and see if i can have something for the pain as well as the depression??

Got enough to deal with right now with chritsmas in just over 2 weeks away is getting very close to me now as i have money worries which i don't need as i don't work for living but i i do do alittle to earn a little of pocket money! I am waiting for 2 new benefits which i have claimed a few weeks ago and to see if i will get some money from them to help me???
 Also yesterday i got refarred by my gp to see this specialist in London to see if he can help me or not?

So it's good news i guess!