Journal Entry for June 21, 2007
June 21, 2007 9:53am
This song was in my head all night, and this am....it seems like it must mean something.... I am not depressed, just overtired... but I know that I …
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About Me
jtheron
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About Me
Scared... but I wake up and believe that I have the power to continue forth! Sex was the killing blow, I abused it. I didnt understand it. It was given to me at a young age, and never explained correctly. being molested by a man at the age of 9, showed me the wrong meaning of love. Loneliness would later incorporate itself into what I was a year ago. No disregard for my life or the Angle who loves me. No father to direct his son in life. A mother leagly blind and on wellfare did the best she could, I trusted everyone! all I wanted was HONEST LOVE! but when loneliness would set in..................... I am a big fan of Alice-n-Chains, the titles to songs like. Man in a box, Down in a hole, Rooster, some people would say it was a recipe for suicide! Think again... I love life. and my angel showed me what its like to have HONEST LOVE! I can never repay her in full, but I am here till the end to make sure she has a father who never takes the easy way out! NEVER GIVE UP! I know that she is out there. the one that will understand who I am and what I can be.
Scared... but I wake up and believe that I have the power to continue forth! Sex was the killing blow, I abused it. I didnt understand it. It was given to me at a young age, and never explained correctly. being molested by a man at the age of 9, showed me the wrong meaning of love. Loneliness would later incorporate itself into what I was a year ago. No disregard for my life or the Angle who loves me. No father to direct his son in life. A mother leagly blind and on wellfare did the best she could,
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I am big fan of music, Layne Staley was my hero, (RIP LAYNE) his songs allowed me to continue to breath! miss you bro! NASCAR! - AMA superbike, photography. and survival, hiking, camping, fishing, computers, my daughter. and honest caring friends.
I am big fan of music, Layne Staley was my hero, (RIP LAYNE) his songs allowed me to continue to breath!
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Journal Entry for June 20, 2007
June 20, 2007 9:11pm
Just a smigdjen on the tired side. started new meds Atripla (its a once a day 3 in one med). its not being nice to my stomach.... and training is …
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Journal Entry for June 6, 2007
June 6, 2007 9:45pm
it has been a while, training for my new position has had me studing, and working crazy hours. but things are going great! I have had a few days that …
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Journal Entry for June 2, 2007
June 2, 2007 6:21pm
Still here, working a lot of hours. new position, have not had much time to ponder life. just having fun in training, and looking forward to ending …
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Journal Entry for May 27, 2007
May 27, 2007 11:01pm
really tired.. worked with a friend on a project, it lasted all day. was in the city of San Fran today. what a shit hole. the place is littered with …
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thanks for telling your story. It helps to know there are other people who been there. I was abused when I was nine too. still tring to figure out how to deal with that person
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hey babes how things with you?
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hey beautiful hope you are well speak soon xx
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BIG HUGE HUGS XXXXX
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thanks hunni xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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