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mrsmatthews2 
6:34pm, May 21, 2009
Well, I'm back. I'm depressed again, I was at the point where I was feeling good about me, and my situation, now I'm back down in the dumps, for one I work with a bunch of unprofessional people, who expect to much for such little pay, what's that about? Then we have been having a lot of financial issues leaving me paying the bulk of the bills. I'm even fatter than I was from the beginning, it seems like I just keep blowing up into a beach whale. My car broke down, but thank GOD for my dad that he gave me his car, and took mine to fix up, I really appreciated that , I just said thank you JESUS. I complain a lot, but i'm doing better than many people. My consumer called me after hours just crying and crying talking about someone broke into her home. I felt so sorry for her, but what could I do. It's just a burden on me, taking care of so many people's lives. When am I gonna take care of my pitiful life. When am I gonna love me for a change. I've been fighting these demons forever. It seems as if my med's are not working for me, and I need to up my dosage. Ill ask my doctor about that. Crying out for friendship here.
Christa
