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mrsmatthews2 
6:34pm, May 21, 2009
U knw. it's taken me all this time to realize that my husband cares nothin about me. After 10 yrs. I am just realizing this. If you love someone you never try to hurt them. We have zero communication. When I want to talk, he won't talk. He hurts me physically and mentally. I am almost afraid to touch the man. No one really knows my situation for I keep it to myself. C my family loves my husband and I don't want any akwardness at family gatherings. I also don't want my children to think anything bad about their father, so I keep things inside. I have no money, my husband does though. Tomorrow I am starting a new job and I don't have money to even eat lunch. Hey , I said I wanted to loose some weight(LOL)!!!! It's just tough for me right now. IDK. I'm praying things will get better for me. I thought once I recieved my degree I would be happy, or my husband would respect me more, or maybe even be proud of me. Nope that's not the case. I'm 29 yrs. old and I have bags under my eyes, and I feel 49. My neck hurts all the time, at this point I am scared that I am gonna have a stroke. I need to go to the doctor, but I don't have money for my co-payment. I'm worried about my thyroid levels. I really just want to take my kids and leave. I believe I can make it without him, but isn't marriage suppose to be forever? I need a stress reliever, and his name is JESUS.
