major update
April 5, 2009 7:24pm
hello, well it has been a while, ive been absent cose i dont have the internet at home so i can only go online when im at polytech.
hmmmmm welllllll, …
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Chocoholic123
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About Me
Chocoholic123
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About Me
hello, i live in a small country called newzealand. heres the bad stuff, suposedly i was sexually molested by my birth mums partners till i got put in foster care when i was nearly 7, then in the foster home i was abused by my foster brother, then in august this year a was raped by my ex bfs dad. now the good stuff im a stuborn, fun loving person who just cant seem to catch a break. but hey the real me is in my journal.
hello, i live in a small country called newzealand. heres the bad stuff, suposedly i was sexually molested by my birth mums partners till i got put in foster care when i was nearly 7, then in the foster home i was abused by my foster brother, then in august this year a was raped by my ex bfs dad. now the good stuff im a stuborn, fun loving person who just cant seem to catch a break. but hey the real me is in my journal.
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i love music, and hanging owt. im a typical tenager who just has gone off the rails as others put it.
i love music, and hanging owt. im a typical tenager who just has gone off the rails as others put it.
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Journal Entry for August 7, 2008
August 7, 2008 9:48pm
got 5 week old baby boy.
could have postnatal dep
engaged
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Journal Entry for February 23, 2008
February 23, 2008 6:01pm
hello
sorry ive been away for so long. i found out last week that my baby is going to be a boy! im nearly 20weeks and man it playing tourcher on my …
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Journal Entry for December 1, 2007
December 1, 2007 1:20am
hi guys
im not in jail. infCT MY LIFE HAS DONE A COMPLETE U TURN.
i have a loving partner -> issue in itself, he 45, im 18. lost the freinds …
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Journal Entry for September 18, 2007
September 18, 2007 7:54am
fk if i dont saught myself out im gona end up in jail. seems like family have given up on me, and i only have a handfull of people who i can actually …
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Support Groups
Close Sexual Abuse
i was sexualy abused when i was 8 ish untill 11ish and cant deal with it. was a family member, still live there and im 18 now
Close Self-Injury
i self harm weneveri feel i can't handle things and have attempted suicide but never landed in hospital, tho i wish i did... especaily vunerable when im on the down end of a realtionship and on drugs
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- i dont no, makes me relive all the shit im trying to forget.
Open Bisexuality
i came out to my freinds when i was 14 tho they only have a certain level of acceptance, my family does not no, the males would disown me
Open Depression - Teen
im a bottla, the abuse is fked me up and so has everything else
Treatments
- Paxil Too Soon to Tell
- i only just started takin not sure
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- i don't want to talk, but i want to just fkn kills me
Open Insomnia
at first i refused to sleep, then when i tried i couldn't now i don't stop waking up
Open Family Issues
i have lived in a foster family scince i was nearly 7.
Open Eating Disorders
when things get emotionaly tof i do tend to eitha stop eating or restict how much i eat, i end up forcing myself to eat but then i feel phiscally sick
Open Alcoholism
i majorly binge drink, drink till i coma to block out emotional issues, and do get cravings to drink that don't go away unless i satify them
Open Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
im not really addicted to it, but once i start geting stoned i crave it and get rewlly bad withdrawls from it.
Open Rape
i was raped by an x bfs dad who i was living with as if i wasnt there id be on the street
Treatments
- Rape Counseling Considering
- Talking Not Working
- just brings it all to the front of my mind... makes me want to die even more
Open Pregnancy - Teens
fell pregnant at 18, still got the bub inside me, outsider to my freinds and family.
Open Pregnancy
im halfway threw the pregnancy and it was going fast but now not so much
