Journal Entry for September 13, 2009
September 13, 2009 10:40am
ANOTHER DAY SAME OLD SAME OLD.... NO WORK.....
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matthewsmom
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matthewsmom
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About Me
im a mother of 3 but can only hug 2 now
im a mother of 3 but can only hug 2 now
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kidding, seems i do lot of that insted of dealing with things its easier to make a joke.its so easy to be there for others but been threw so much{could get tickits to all the talk shows}{ not maurry i know who my kids dads r} but really to say that you r there 4 u well thats real funny. u haven't left the hosp. u just go on, well not really but hey. theres like 5 stages of greif an i haven't seen to much of that. why is it o.k. 4 others to get mad, get help, let others help. well maybe cause then id have to get mad cant do that its againest God , have no good family an well i did try to go talk lady but said i was helping her, oh an grief support group tried, when i got there it was no longer there, so i guess that i know the only true way is with God an i guess he thought this was time an place, an now just between me an me it still sucks but i am still happy i had the time i did have even with haveing to let him go. i tri not to look at it as what i miss out on cause his time was his time.so i'm thankful to God for that, i had time. i miss u my son so much but am so thankful.
kidding, seems i do lot of that insted of dealing with things its easier to make a joke.its so easy to
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Journal Entry for September 10, 2009
September 10, 2009 11:19am
not donig well. all alone. I MISS MY SON......................................................................
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Journal Entry for September 8, 2009
September 8, 2009 4:38pm
tired of being stuck. i love r, but we are not going anywhere, well backwords if any thing. i wont to be better for myself, but how when i don't …
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Thank You EVERYONE
August 24, 2009 11:05pm
It looks Better. It so far loks like the Med. is working. They said that it woul or just wouldn't, so as of now it's not getting worse. So I …
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I right your post, hugs and prayers,to you,Love blue
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I am always surprised and glad when someone tells me that I can communicate with them well enough so that they know I "get it." Only those of us who unfortunatly have gone through the nightmare can "get it." If I can help or encourage anyone , anyone at all, then it helps me. I badly want and need to help and comfort other moms like me. I love you and remember that I am here with you and my prayers are too,Love Peggy
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with much love to you
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I'm here begging for hugs. I lost my son on June 15, I lost my dad 20 days later on July 5, and I was doing ok until I was expected to be in charge of the division of the incidental property in my spare time while taking care of my bedridden mother, and am getting criticism when I do it exactly like the person criticizing me had told me to do it. AAAArrrrrrgggggghhhhhhh! I'm sorry if this sounds selfish asking for sympathy.
Rainbow
My prayers have been with you and your precious nephew. I hope everything is ok. Please keep us updated.
Hugs....Barbara
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Childi had to tell my son good-bye three years ago still trying to do that
Treatments
- Crying Considering
- dont know if it helps cause still doing alot
- Grief Counseling Not Working
- had counseler getting help from me, to tired to take on more right now
- Prayer Working / Worked
- if u dont have that then
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- not for me
Close Psoriasis
Affected Areas: Psoriasis of the Skiniv suffered from 6mo. of age
Treatments
- Coal Tar Somewhat Helpful
- stinky but helpful
- Dovonex Somewhat Helpful
- o.k. till made orse as with most works good then body says no no
- Phototherapy Working / Worked
- not alot at a time but 10 - 20min. a day where break out are helps
- Phototherapy Working / Worked
- helps but when you start stay with it may look worse at first but gets alot better
Open Back Pain
lower back never stops hurting, but can't find anything wrong
Treatments
- Chiropractic Adjustment Somewhat Helpful
- Ibuprofen Somewhat Helpful
Open Child Support & Custody
matthewsmom hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Accidents
I lost my son due to an accident he was in back an 18yr. boy took curve an Matthew sled out an under back tire. 3mon. later after everyone thought all would be o.k. the worst, an unfixable happened.
Open Healthy Sex
matthewsmom hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Fitness Goals
matthewsmom hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Parenting Teenagers (12-18)
i am the proud mom of TEENGELLAS 16{12-23-90}17{9-11-89}
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
matthewsmom hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Sexual Abuse
was 7 when a uncal started to rape me, then over yr.s have let things happen to get by
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Open Caregivers
matthewsmom hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressionlost my son, anso much more
Treatments
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- helps with the kids that miss him
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- went to a few talks, but lady said that I gave her support an I didn't go back. I trying to fix myslf I just hadle someone eles prob. I feel bad but
