Journal Entry for September 23, 2009
September 23, 2009 4:50pm
Progress
25 %
Goal End Date is Jun 24, 08 517 days ago.
Current Weight (Lbs)
256
raven0108 
4:41pm, November 7, 2009
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About Me
raven0108
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About Me
I'm a 24 year old mother of 1 and 3 step. I love poetry and music and movies...and I am trying to live coping with panic attacks and agoraphobia. Meds have changed things a little and now I must meet them half way!
I'm a 24 year old mother of 1 and 3 step. I love poetry and music and movies...and I am trying to live coping with panic attacks and agoraphobia. Meds have changed things a little and now I must meet them half way!
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Interests
My daughter, Poetry, music, movies
My daughter, Poetry, music, movies
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Journal
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update
August 2, 2009 9:51am
I start therapy on Wednesday and hopefully I can get myself back to nprmal and not thinking that I need someone in my house in my life or otherwise. …
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I try so hard
July 21, 2009 7:25pm
I try to help out anyone I can. I generally will help out without complaint. My "friends" take advantage of me and one in particular I have …
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had better days had worse
July 17, 2009 4:51pm
Anxiety and panic been real bad lately...thoughts are creeping up on me and i feel so out of control.....life is kicking my ass and sometimes i just …
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No Ativan yet today
July 13, 2009 12:54pm
I am trying to realize that alot of my physical symptoms i bring on myself cause of my anxiety...I am trying!!!!
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Support Groups
Close Anxiety
I was 15 the first time i had a panic attack. I had just come home from an amusement parks and was severely sun-burned. I felt like I was having a heart attack..I couldnt breathe and I had my mom take me to the hospital...they told me it was a panic attack...then there was more and more panic...and it all just snowballed...6 yrs later I'm dealing with the same stuff.
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- its the best
- Breathwork Somewhat Helpful
- depends on the severity of the attack
- BuSpar Working / Worked
- awesome, side effects for a few weeks...good now.
- Celexa Working / Worked
- awesome
- Klonopin Not Working
- MADE ME EXTREMELY VIOLENT!!!!!
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
Close Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS)
I first found out I had PCOS when I was 18. I had been bleeding vaginaly for 10 months. I bled so much I needed to have blood transfusions. Problems pop up here and there, so just coping.
Open Panic Attacks
I've been having Panic Attacks for 7 years and they are the most debilitating things on Earth
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- I love it..A blessing in a bottle
- BuSpar Working / Worked
- Patience Somewhat Helpful
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- going tomorrow!
- Writing Working / Worked
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI've been suffering from depression for more than 10 years
Treatments
- Lexapro Too Soon to Tell
Open Bisexuality
i've known i was bi-sexual since 8th grade.
Open Obesity
I am obese. 5'3 272 ponds. I need help. I need change. I need to know that I can be around for my daughter, I love her so much!
Treatments
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Somewhat Helpful
- I have avoilded butter salt and most red meats. I am not seeing much result.
- Gastric Bypass Surgery Considering
- Physical Exercise Somewhat Helpful
- Sometimes I dont have enough time to exercise. As well as my willpower sucks.
Open Codependency
I am in a relationship and in pretty much all of my relationships I have had the same problem. I cant function without someone here with me 90% of the time
Treatments
Open Migraine Headaches
Treatments
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked
- Fioricet Working / Worked
- Tylenol Working / Worked
Open Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety
only for about a year have I been dealing with agoraphobia. i hope to get better.
Open Food Addiction
I am 268 pounds and I need help.
Open Hypochondria
i am a hypochondriac
Open Stress Management
I am stressed out constantly and need help.
Treatments
- Patience Not Working
- Physical Exercise Somewhat Helpful
