Journal Entry for November 4, 2009
November 4, 2009 4:14pm
well i haven't written in awhile, i have been too busy having a pity party, for myself, but i am over it now, i love this time change this is my …
Jerrysgirl
11:44pm, July 16, 2009
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About Me
Jerrysgirl
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About Me
i am a 43 y/o christian woman that has had fibro for 4 years, i am on disability, i also have high blood pressure osteoarthritis, agoraphobia, panic disorder, severe anxiety disorder, and major depression. i am married to a wonderful man who is understanding, i have 4 children one who is 22 who lives out of the home, and a 19 year son who is here and in college, and 17 year old girl, and a 6 year old baby girl, my family is so important to me, and that is why i hate fibro so bad, i used to be a full time rn, working in home health, i loved it and then maintained my home, i loved to cook and sew and quilt , crochet, and take care of my family, and now i can barely take care of myself, and my personal needs, it was a shock to my family and me, and my family is understanding, the only one having problems accepting the changes is me, i always do too much when i feel a little bit good, and then i have to pay for it, looks like after 4 years i would be used to it my now, but i usually feel is quilt, i hope that i will be better in accepting it without letting it stop me completley, i need this site to talk to others who understand, because i don't care how much people think they understand, unless they have it, they can't understand it, it is like i have lost myself and don't even know who i am anymore, but we all have to stick together to make it,
i am a 43 y/o christian woman that has had fibro for 4 years, i am on disability, i also have high blood pressure osteoarthritis, agoraphobia, panic disorder, severe anxiety disorder, and major depression. i am married to a wonderful man who is understanding, i have 4 children one who is 22 who lives out of the home, and a 19 year son who is here and in college, and 17 year old girl, and a 6 year old baby girl, my family is so important to me, and that is why i hate fibro so bad, i used to be a full
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I love spending time with family, sewing , crocheting, quilting by hand, cooking, canning from the garden, making jams and jellies, most of this stuff i cannot do much of any more so i read, watch tv, and basically do only what i can do without causing too much pain.
I love spending time with family, sewing , crocheting, quilting by hand, cooking, canning from the garden,
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also wanted to add that I read your journal for yesterday and left a comment.. hugs
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Just checking in and dropping off hugs and good wishes for the day.
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I am so pleased to report that I found my knickers! I had put them into the washing machine. What a relief, but I dont remember doing it.. glad youre my friend Ruby.
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Thanks for checking in with me Ruby. Means alot. I'm ok & the kids are well. And how are you? Ok I hope at least? Hugs & Blessings, Jess
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hope today is a good day Ruby. lots of love n hugs
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Close Fibromyalgia
about 5 years ago i was diagnosed with osteoarthritis,butas a nurse i knew my problems were deeper, a year ago i had to quit working due to the pain and severe anxiety i went to my general pract. who diagnosed me with fibro, depression, osteo, and severe anxiety.
Treatments
- Heat Working / Worked
- Hydrocodone Somewhat Helpful
- Paxil Somewhat Helpful
- Xanax Working / Worked
- this seems to work, but keeps me groggy all day, can't seem to go about activities of daily living.
