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jewels1692 
I am having a really hard time. I am in a depression I cannot stop crying. The lupus is attacking my central nervous sytem and now maybe my heart. It is in my kidneys. I have in the past managed my lupus well. Now I feel like I am 100years old. I had two Pulmonary embolism on after birth and 2nd was about 6 years ago I was in a drug induced coma for 9 days. It took me 4-5years to come back to myself fully. Now this I feel like I will not be here long and this scares me for my daughter. I feel so alone. No one can really understand me unless they have lupus.
