tannkgirl's Journal

I saw my brother for the first time in 10 years.  I haven't seen him since I was 15.  I was very nervous.  My brother has had a lot of problems and been angry for a long time.

He seemed actually happy and energetic.  He was very talkative.  The first moment of seeing him was such a shock.  He is my only brother, my older brother and I looked up to him for everything.  I honostly never believed I would see him again...nor did I expect it.  But it was wonderful.  It is a good memory I can hold on to no matter what.  Maybe he is really going to be part of my life again...and if I call him he may talk to me now.  He seemed happy to see me, and I love him so much I can hardly describe.   I didn't really know what to say or how to act, and I know so little about him now.  But I will know him again, and knowing my only brother is something I never thought I'd feel again. I am so greatful