Journal Entry for May 31, 2007
Another shitty day, a new need to vent!
I think the best part of my day was getting a chance to talk to Eric about SOME of the things that were …
Another shitty day, a new need to vent!
I think the best part of my day was getting a chance to talk to Eric about SOME of the things that were …
I just need to write. I'm not sure about what or where this will lead, but my brain is going a mile a minute and I can't calm it …
Ok, so I woke up in a better mood after realizing that the car, OUR car, the one that WE bought, will be on the road today, insured by US in OUR …
Ugh! What a day! It started off well... Ayden(my son) and I went shopping with an old friend of mine whom I haven't seen in over 8 years and only …
Put a big HUG on your face as you are LOVED seekgod7
How are you? I've been gone a while due to a manic episode, but am back stronger than ever. No hospitalization. Able to recognize the symptoms and have been "adjusted". What's been going on with you?
I pray that you will find peace and remember we are here thinking about you.
I can relate to some extent how you are feeling. You feel as though you've had so many lost opportunities to have a "normal" life with the people who should understand and love you no matter what. I'm not in the exact same situation as you are, but I know how you feel. I wish you guys so much love and my very best.
When my son was 8 months old, he had a fever that reached almost 104 degrees. Our family doctor insturcted us to go to CHEO (children's hospital) over an hour away, ASAP. She believed he was having seizures. To make a long story short, they believe he had congenital nystagmus but cannot diagnose him as he is so young. He is now almost 17months old and all we can do it wait to see what happens when we go back in August.
I am mommy to a wonderful, prefect little 17month old boy! He is my world!
At 16,my mom asked what I wanted for my birthday.After much hesitation,I told her I wanted to meet my father.Weeks later we visited him at my aunt's for a few hours. He cried while telling us he should have come into our lives sooner.I saw him 3 times before my mom called me after work to tell me he had passed! I have never cried so hard in my life!He had missed so much,now just as I thought he was going to be there for the important things,he passed."what a girl wants" makes me cry every time!
My bf knows I am bi and has no problem with it. A few of my friends also know. My family, however, does not and I am not really sure that it is any of their business anyways unless something happened with Eric and I and I ended up in a serious long term relationship with a woman.
My bf and I have been together almost 6 years now and I have to say that, as far as sex is concerned, I feel that I am the male in this situation. He is, by all means, anything but your typical guy.
Maybe I'm in denial but everyone close to me seems to notice my moodiness and my mother and boyfriend have suggested I go see a doctor about it... I think I'm more afraid of what I will hear. I don't want to become dependant on medication and I feel that I will be less of a mother if I admit defeat! *This is how I feel personally and I'm not trying to offend anyone by saying this is the way I think of others.