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TrB22 
4:30pm, October 5, 2009
Yesterday was rough.Its not normal to hate eating.I want to be normal.I sat weeping into my spaghetti.The only reason why I can eat, especially the blasted cake is because I picture Jesus at the kitchen table telling me" just one more bite, just one more bite...."
Its not normal to hate eating.God has everyone eat.Jesus has people eat, like the girl brought back from the dead.He tells the parents to give her something to eat.
But aside from the rough patch I have hit heres a song about how I feel.
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It is not normal to not eat ( is that a double negative?) --Ooops. Well, you understand. Half the battle is mental and you have a grip on that, right? I wish we could sustain life without eating, but I don't think they have that one figured out yet.
Do your best, Tahnee. Many here are praying for your improved health.
Hugs~Fred.
fredk
I understand the other side of this, I eat all the time and get hungry every 3-4 hrs. Hard to stay the weight I am at (I am fat at 235). I wish they would give you an appetite stimulator like marinol to increase your appetite and is also helps relieve pain. Blessings
pozfem
I was not aware of the extent of this issue for you, thanks for sharing. I'd love to know more about this disorder, cause I wonder if you have any favorite foods at all and if that helps your appetite?..For instance, a couple of years I was forced to change diet due to some health problems, and soon found myself unable to tolerate more and more foods, which limited my diet severely. Yet when I had the stuff I liked (fruits, grapes, watermelon, certain sandwiches, cakes) I could eat them by the kilos! So, I'm wondering if it's the same for you.
Good luck.
rever