Two days ago I told my brother …
Two days ago I told my brother and a girl I was dating that I was tested HIV + back in January. I had every …
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TrB22 
4:30pm, October 5, 2009
Hello everyone:)
Well I feel stupid, you know when God tells you something but you either dont do it or try to ignore it? well I did that again today.I have been having trouble doing what He wants.I wanted to go to sleep again this morning but He told me no and I got mad and cranky.But I found out that the reason why is because Bridget was going to be coming over this afternoon and i didnt know it.But God knew it.So yeah I feel stupid for getting mad,lol.I always feel stupid after I see why He wanted me to do something.Bridget came and we talked for a while.It was good to see her.
I went for my bone density scan on Wednesday.I am hoping maybe Jesus healed my bones like He did my thyroid.I dont want to get my hopes up.I know He can I just dont know if He will.Especially with my disobedience lately.I just hear God all the time but i cant tell what Hes saying most of the time.Well what He means.So then I feel like an idiot and get mad really at myself but take it out on Him.
He showed me I had hidden resentment at my family for something which is good because I didnt know it was there.The heart is tricky.
Just an update:) Have a great day everyone:)
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you really are one in a million hug to you love and lots of them xx
hay123
I wish you the best possible outcome with all your issues.
pozfem
Good luck with everything Tahnee, and don't be so hard on yourself. HUGS for you
wendy08527