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TrB22 
4:30pm, October 5, 2009
Today was a rollercoaster of emotions for me.My ED has been bothering me and I was just scared of dying and sad that hell exists.Random things.But I have prayed a lot today and Jesus helped me especially with my anxiety and eating.I was thinking of a video a preacher named Patrick made on youTube where he says theres hope in Jesus.I could put the video link for anyone that wants it.I have felt without hope for a long time.I have been a slave to my ED for so long that its just weire to think of being "normal" Its like having that syndrome when people keep you captive and you eventually emphatize with your captors.
Well just checking in:)
-Tahnee
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Sorry you aint feeling so good but its true, there s hope in Jesus and i know you ca find it!!
Not only through Jesus but in life.
And as for hell, i doubt you'll be going there hun so no need to worry!!
Happy easter :)
bei
Sounds like you're having a hard time at the moment :( All things are passing God never changes (St. Teresa :) Dying and hell are two very heavy topics and I think worth talking to your minister about to save you unnecessary worry. You show great wisdom in prayer and handing over your worries takes great courage and trusting God shows great faith. If Jesus can save the good thief and forgive those that put Him on the cross what great hope those have who love Him so I believe He would never abandon anyone to hell. Luv and hugs
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