Maia's Journal

Today is a very terrible one one. Yesterday i went adn had more bloodwork taken.I also had some spotting. I called the drs. office today and my results were back, my numbers are still low, so this means that a) i am still really early on in the pregnancy or b) i am miscarrying.I am unfortunately leaning more towrads b.I am so depressed right now i dont know what to do.I am so sick of this endo shit. This will be the second time in three years that i have miscarried.I just want to ball up and die.