Maia's Journal

Today has been one of those days where it is now after 5pm and i am just now feeling well enough to get out of the bed. I dont know how much longer i can live my life like this on a day to day basis. Saturday i felt great i was able to get up and clean, dust, laundry, i mean all the housework was done, my boyfriend and i went looking for houses, even grocery shopping, and i did it all without any pain meds. Sunday was ok i did make it back out to the grocery store for things we didnt get on sat, but by 1:00 i was wiped out i layed down and took a 2 hr nap, woke up feeling pretty crapy, but i made it thorugh the night. This morning i woke up tried to go to work, but i was in way to much pain, have been in bed all day and i am tired of this crap. My lapro. surgery is scheduled for the 30th, God I hope it helps or i might just take all my insides out myself. This day to day anticipation of how i am going to feel or what i can get done is driving me crazy!!!!!!!!!!