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It feels awesome to be 95.something.
Amazing
Must keep it going.
Going to see my counsellor today.
Need to stop swearing.
Told my husband yesterday, in the nicest possible way, that I dont love him and that I have no idea how to fix it.
That I just want to run away and take time out of my life.
I dont know if this is some kind of mid life crisis, or the ramifications of coming out the other side of sexual abuse.
A good friend here suggests that the lightness and euphoria felt after dealing with the SA and telling family etc has by now worn off and maybe I am trying to recapture it.
So I am now in slump after the high.
Gosh I miss the high.
I admit I have made some mistakes recently.
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Mistakes are part of life.
You will work this out.
Glad to hear you are seeing your counselor.
You either love him or you don't.
Sounds like you know exactly how you feel and what you want.
Maybe you are experiencing a little guilt.
I stayed with my sons' father for a huge part of my life.
I was trying to fix it.
I was trying to find some way that I could turn things around and love him.
Now, I know I never did.
Should have just had a weekend fling and let it go at that.
But, I was too much into the after effects of the abuse to know what was up.
I ALWAYS overate with him around.
You are a wise woman.
You are a strong woman.
Give yourself time.
You will resolve any life issue.
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