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September 9, 2009 4:18pm
Well friends, it's been a while since I was on this site, so I'M going to update u guys on a few things. last year I graduated high school …
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brokenchild90 
5:04pm, September 9, 2009
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About Me
brokenchild90
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About Me
I am a 18 year old girl. I moved to maine about 5 years ago from Rhode Island. In RI i was sexually abuse by my uncle from the ages of 9-12. the abuse only stopped because we moved to maine. I told my guidance counselore in november of 2003 because i couldn't take it anymore. Since then i have been in couseling. I also have been put in a hospital cuz i could never sleep, so i was a zombie in school, and i was diagnosed with insomnia, PTSD, bi-polar, servere depression, and dysthmia disorder.
I am a 18 year old girl. I moved to maine about 5 years ago from Rhode Island. In RI i was sexually abuse by my uncle from the ages of 9-12. the abuse only stopped because we moved to maine. I told my guidance counselore in november of 2003 because i couldn't take it anymore. Since then i have been in couseling. I also have been put in a hospital cuz i could never sleep, so i was a zombie in school, and i was diagnosed with insomnia, PTSD, bi-polar, servere depression, and dysthmia disorder.
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Interests
singing, writing poetry, i want to become a child therapist
singing, writing poetry, i want to become a child therapist
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Bad Days....
January 31, 2009 7:48pm
I am admitting myself back into the hospital pretty soon. I have been thinking about it for a long time. I can't keep living a lie.
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Journal Entry for January 4, 2008
January 4, 2008 5:24pm
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Journal Entry for October 26, 2007
October 26, 2007 7:43pm
going back into the hospital on my 17th birthday it totally sucks. I can't keep living like this, I overdosed on my trazadone 3 days ago and they …
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Well Done
I'm proud of you!!
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thought you might need some flowers. LISAMARIE
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Ipray tou will be well soon.LISAMARIE
Rainbow
Hello love, have a wonderful day! Never give up! I'm here if you need to talk.. about anything!! xox :)
Ray of Sunshine
Happy Turkey Day hope all is good Hugs... Kathi
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Close Sexual Abuse
I am 16. I was sexually abused by my uncle from the ages 9-12. He would tie me down and lock me in closets untill i agreed to "help him". He would always throw money in my face afterwards like a was a slut or something. I have been in couseling for 3 years but nothing seems to help. I feel like dying, i don't know how much more i can handle. My abuse only stoped because my family moved to maine, i used to live in RI, if we were still living there i guarentee i would still be taking the abuse.
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Not Working
Close Self-Injury
i didn't start cutting myself untill i told someone about my abuse, then all my emotions i guess came out. i couldn't think of anything else to do then one night while i was in the shower i took one of my razors and cut my thigh it felt so good.
Open Depression - Teen
I have been diagnosed with servere depression,bi-polar disorder, and some other disorder I can't pronounce.Is anyone out there to help me.
Treatments
- Prozac Not Working
- dosen't work i was on it for almost a year and instead of it working it made me more depressed,and landed me into a psych hospital.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- sort of working, i'm learning to deal with it the best i can.
- Writing Working / Worked
- i write about anything, poetry,stories,music,lyrics. anything that will help me deal with my past.I have tried a lot of meds and writing so far is the best med of all.
- Hospitalization Not Working
- didn't work at all. The whole 16 days i was there i never once saw a therapist. They just drug you up and send you back into the world. And expect for everything to be ok
Open Bipolar Disorder
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Open Family Issues
my family is so screwed up. I was sexually abused by my uncle from the ages of 9-12. and my parents won't even tell the other family memebers. they rather have me raped again and again then tell someone.
Open Insomnia
I have sleep problems ever since i was abused. I wasn't diagnosed with insomnia but I think i have it. I sleep maybe 5 hours every two days. I can never sleep. it's way to hard for me.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I was physicaly, sexualy, and emotionaly abused by my uncle from the ages of 9-12. he would beat me and kick me and lock me in closets,until I would "help him".
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- its somewhat helpful i mean if i talked a little bit more i know it would be really helpful.
Open Rape
abused by uncle from 9-12
Treatments
- Rape Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- I need to talk more for it to help me.
Open Anxiety Disorders in Children
I'm always worrying about things,ever since I told someone about my abuse my anxiety level has just sky rocketed. No matter what it is even if its the tiniest thing I worry about it. When i'm around a whole bunch of people i always look for all the exits,I can't stand being in a big group of people.
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- I'm still on it i take one before school and one before bed, i mean it's working for the most part, the one thing i like about it is it clams me down right before bed so i can just drift off to sleep and not have any flashbacks and nightmares while i'm waiting to fall asleep.
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