Journal

heat index is 105, like an oven! I had to go in my un air conditioned car to the doc. we both agree we should do the REAL SURGERY  sept 10th. If I don't this arm thing will end up coming back and I cannot afford that! Plus with the states budget here in PA....it may hurt my medical ins. so figured I might as well while I can

They will not pack it like before (thank GOD) and it shouldn't hurt nearly as bad as it did the first time. Since it was infected the first time she told me today she had to give me 8 shots...this time I will only have to get ONE! WOOHOOOOOOOOOOO

Recovery time she said is only about a day and most people can go back to work. I have a 2 miles walk for cancer to do on Sunday of that week, so I PRAY I can do it!

There is other stuff going on not worth mentioning, just having a really bad day! 

 Well we get a call from our landlords the other day demanding that we STOP feeding the outside cats this instant! I guess somebody complained the cats were popping in their yard!

OH forgive me for trying to save a few cats lives by feeding them and keeping them alive! So we figured it was one of two people, but I pretty much know who did it! So here Anytime I go outside, I have these cats looking at me meowing, starving and I have to not feed them? OH NO! 

So we have this field across the street and I will feed them there. Everyday for three days know around midnight, we walk across the street and feed them over there. What are they going to do about it? I realize cats will learn to hunt and such, but I started feeding them over a year ago and NOW people are starting to complain? These cats are relying on me for food and I CANNOT WATCH THEM STARVE! Thank God I got momma in the house in time that nobody noticed. and she is doing so well inside! She is a lovable little creature who loves to play and gets along with our other cat so well! 

My arm is doing better. No swelling anymore. It still hurts once in a while when I move a certain way, but the doc did dig around in there pretty deep, so probably normal. I know she is going to want to do full fledged surgery, but I am not ready to do that right now and I won't! If it flairs up again then we will deal with it! Maybe not the best choice I have made, but oh well!

Seems like ever since I came back to be with my x hubby, I have been in some kind of pain and I just want a breather! First it was the pap then my mammogram then the biopsy then this arm thing. I just want to feel normal for a month or two! LOL

Alot of crazy stuff has been going on around here, but nothing worth telling you all about!

Other than that I am doing fine! Actually feeling pretty good. I still have my days, but don't we all huh?LOL

To fel....keep up the good work at not smoking.....to sug...I pray that your wound heals quickly (I know what you are going through) to the rest of you I love you bunches.

Here's to a wonderful weekend! 

I worried and stressed so much yesterday and last night over this arm thing. All I could think of was the worst! This morning, I wake up, look in the mirror and there is NO SWELLING AT ALL ANYMORE! It looks wonderful!!!!!!!!

Even though I am not thrilled at the thought of a real surgery to get the entire thing out, if the option is given to me I will go forward with it. That way this will never come back to haunt me again. So we will see what the doc says on Monday!