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Ashlie 
4:00am, August 3, 2009
The two young ladies I live with are good friends to me, but not great. We have been living here for 3 months and the are still NOT employed! The are supposed to contribute $300 a month to cover rent and utilities and extras, like cable and internet. I can't seem to get either one to take responsibility for themselves ot their part in this household. I am getting to the point where I want to kick them out of my house!
I am taking care of them like they are kids! I wasn't ready for this, not did I want it. This is why I left the apartments and moved out of state. I still love hanging out with them but I am really resenting the fact that they are living completely off me when I can barely manage to take care of myself. If my mom wasn't killed in that horrid car accident, she would still be taking care of me and definately wouldn't have let people use me like this. Mom also know I wasn't stable enough to deal with crap like this and that I have a lot of trouble saying no to people I care about. I guess the reason I put up with them is because I have never lived alone ever and I am terrified of doing so. I want my mommy back.
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God Bless you sweetie.........hang in there........draw your boundaries if you need to..........I know you are afraid......I feel for you and hope things get better for you........you have friends here.......remember that. Are you able to work yourself??
BlueButterfly55