qtpi's Journal

O my gosh! What a day I've had and its only 2 o'clock! I got up around 3:30 this morning to the sound of my husband spewing. He claimed it was the meatloaf I made last night that made him sick. He was so sick that he went back to bed and I had to clean it up. It took me about an hour and by then I was so wide awake I couldn't sleep, so I went down stairs to clean the kitchen. I was also anticipating that Alexander would wake up at any minute but he didn't. He woke up at 7:30 which was good in one way if I had been able to sleep in. The bad thing about it was we had to be out the door by 8:15 because he was getting circumsized today. We did make it to the appointment (barely). The appointment went well. It was hard to watch though. I held his hand the whole time. When we got home I gave him some tylenol and he went to sleep. He woke up about 2 hrs later just wailing away. It took about 10 min with a bottle in his mouth to calm him down enough for him to eat. It was clear he was in pain. I just feel so bad because I feel like I did that to him. I caused it. He just finished eating and he seems ok now but for how long. So thats been my day so far. I still have to finish cleaning the house because we are hosting a Christmas Dinner this weekend and the house is a disaster. I'm sure it will take me at least 2 days to clean it. So thats my day so far. I hope it gets better.