update
November 6, 2009 3:25pm
for those who care, we get to take posetion of our new home 0n the 24th of nov. so will be moving 24th and 25th. and will then be having family come …
tmommyof6
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About Me
tmommyof6
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About Me
mother of 6 ranging from 19 too twin 5 yr. olds. 5ft. 8 in. weigh 119bls. have anorexia and use diet pills/energy pills and laxatives. i pruge on occation(more often lately). also have anxiety, depression, and post traumatic disorder. i was severly abused as a child. i just losted my first grandchild due to a miscarrige.i am also a cutter and its been worse lately. now have a 4 month old grandson
mother of 6 ranging from 19 too twin 5 yr. olds. 5ft. 8 in. weigh 119bls. have anorexia and use diet pills/energy pills and laxatives. i pruge on occation(more often lately). also have anxiety, depression, and post traumatic disorder. i was severly abused as a child. i just losted my first grandchild due to a miscarrige.i am also a cutter and its been worse lately. now have a 4 month old grandson
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Interests
i enjoy music(country and gospel). i love volleyball, racketball, tennis(anything with hitting something). i love animals, especailly horses. i love kids.
i enjoy music(country and gospel). i love volleyball, racketball, tennis(anything with hitting something).
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Recent Activity
November 6
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tmommyof6 wrote a journal entry: update 3:25pm
for those who care, we get to take posetion of our new home 0n the 24th of nov. so will be moving 24th…
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tmommyof6 changed their mood to OK 3:25pm
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tmommyof6 changed their mood to Bad 3:25pm
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tmommyof6 gave DeepintheNothingness a hug 3:21pm
so glad to hear from you. have missed you greatly. i need ds to. i think we need eachother. hope all…
October 16
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tmommyof6 changed their mood to Horrible 12:15pm
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goodbye for now
October 19, 2009 12:46pm
this may be my last journal. this site use to mean the world to me and was helpful. but i am afraid i must have done something wrong to offend others …
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Journal Entry for October 16, 2009
October 16, 2009 12:16pm
not sure why i journal. daily strength use to mean the difference from life to death. it was what kept me going. i would vent and others listened and …
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good things happening
October 12, 2009 12:13pm
hi all. just able to stop and give quick update. going to court to determine my almost 18 year old daughters fate. i hope we can get her the help she …
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Prayer
i am here.....back now because i kno i need it
Hug
heya thanks for hug+journal comment, hope u are okay(im feelin a bit ill today=( have a cold+headache) hope it goes quickly!!llol
have a nice weekend x=)
Little Love
I am so thankful that you are ok. I admit that I was worried about you and the kids. I will be praying that you find a new place to live soon. God has always been so faithful to us and I know He will lead you to where you need to live. I will also be praying for your health. Love you! Hugs and prayers
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Miss You
Praying for you and your family. I wish you would send me a message and let me know how you're doing. I truly care about you!! Love, hugs and prayers, Teresa
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Gold Star
I am so proud of you! You are doing great :) Love ya!
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Support Groups
Close Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaTreatments
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- less depressed but not working for the eating.
- Paxil Not Working
- just made me hyper.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- she is patient and doesn't push.
Close Sexual Abuse
i was sexually abused by father and later by brother and a foster brother & raped.
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Too Soon to Tell
- can't seem to talk about it. just shut down. many triggers.to painful.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
severly beaten burned and abused by mother.
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Too Soon to Tell
- to many triggers flashbacks and nightmares. i shut down can't talk about it.
Open Miscarriage
i have had 3 miscarrages
Treatments
- Humex Working / Worked
- first miscarrage was at three weeks, second was at 5 months(that hurts) and the third on at 3 months
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressionvery depressed. abusive childhood, eating disorder, self-harmer, post rtaumatic syndrom.
Treatments
- Effexor Not Working
- made me sick
- Electroconvulsive therapy Too Soon to Tell
- didn't like the memory lose. don't know what it did for me
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- i think it does help to think clearer
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- does help expeciaaly to be able to talk about stuff.
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- helps to talk with others dealing with the same stuff. don't feel so alone.
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Parentlost my biological father a year ago this past december and my adopted mom last march still numb inside.
Treatments
- Getting Angry Not Working
- i get angry but turn the anger inwardly and self injure by cutting, burning and ingaging in eating disorder behaviors
- Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
- i keep busy so not to allow myself time to think about it and how i feel
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- when i listen to it i feel at peace and as if nothing bad is happening. jsut not alot of time to listen.
- Prayer Somewhat Helpful
- my faith sometimes strays but when i do pray and truely trust him it does give peace.
