tcgreen's Journal

I am feeling optimistic that the meds will help.  At the same time, I am feeling discouraged to be going through this again.  Will this ever go away?  Will it keep coming back?  I keep asking God, why, why, why?  I am not getting any answers yet.  Although, yesterday morning I was praying and I just begged God to give me a rainbow.  It was just a word I used to ask for SOMETHING good to come into my life and make me smile.  About an hour later it started raining and then my husband pointed out the biggest brightest most beautiful rainbow I have ever seen.  That made me laugh.  God has a sense of humor, too!