Who Knew
August 6, 2009 7:04pm
No I'm not dead, nor have I fallen off the world. I've been living in my own world of chaos and trauma. None of which relates to this journal …
RockstarsMom 
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About Me
RockstarsMom
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About Me
I'm the third youngest child in a family of ten children. Both my parents are dead as well as two brothers and one sister. We are not a close family. I had five children, four girls and a boy. My oldest daughter is adopted. I lost my son on May 28 2006 in a motorcycle accident. He was declared brain dead and I donated his organs, which I regret. Since his death I have trouble getting through the days. My other children are scattered around the world from Alaska to Australia, so I spend a lot of time alone
I'm the third youngest child in a family of ten children. Both my parents are dead as well as two brothers and one sister. We are not a close family. I had five children, four girls and a boy. My oldest daughter is adopted. I lost my son on May 28 2006 in a motorcycle accident. He was declared brain dead and I donated his organs, which I regret. Since his death I have trouble getting through the days. My other children are scattered around the world from Alaska to Australia, so I spend a lot of time
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Interests
www.john-gerry.last-memories.com Quilting Sewing Reading Writing
www.john-gerry.last-memories.com Quilting Sewing Reading Writing
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Recent Activity
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3 hugs received, 2 journal comments
Wednesday
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RockstarsMom and firefly1960 are now friends 4:18pm
Tuesday
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RockstarsMom commented on EvansMom’s journal entry Journal Entry for November 1, 2009 4:49pm
Beautiful and so life begins…
May 7
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RockstarsMom turned 59 12:00am
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Journal
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RETREAT
July 15, 2009 6:59pm
I cannot believe it. I am finally going to meet the sister friends from here that I love as much as my God given family. Not all of them but some at …
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Time
June 15, 2009 4:37pm
Ladies have you ever stopped to think how our perception of time has changed from before to after. Before I thought I had all the time in the …
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3 Years to the day and hour
May 26, 2009 1:42pm
Thursday May 28, 2009
Yes it's that time again to the hour, 3 years, how is that possible? …
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Hugbook
Little Love
Thinking of you and stopping by to wish you a good weekend. Any special plans?
We're into Fall & it's beautiful here - of course sloshing through piles of leaves isn't so great - but it's my favorite season - no matter how many leaves I track in the front door with me. God bless you.
See You Later
This little gator is heading for the bridge......
Hug
I wanted to say I was thinking about you today. I am reaching out with a hug tammy
Hug
Just reaching out...and checking on you.
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I’m With You
No remission, love. How about you?
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Photos
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Support Groups
Close Bereavement
Treatments
- Crying Not Working
- I cry and cry but the reality doesn't change
- Helping Others Too Soon to Tell
- I volunteer to help others newly breaved
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- I just started going again. Hopeful it will help
- Support Groups Somewhat Helpful
- some groups are very helpful others not so much
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- Keeps me flat or level call it what you will.
Close Breast Cancer
I've been diagnosed with stage III invasive ductal carcinoma and had a modified mastectomy Oct 14. Waiting for results. Struggling with body image. Still in bandages and drains. Lot of pain and burning under my arm.
Treatments
- Mastectomy Working / Worked
- Obviously but severe mental hardship
- Ativan Somewhat Helpful
- Anxiety waiting for results and what comes next
