Who Knew
August 6, 2009 7:04pm
No I'm not dead, nor have I fallen off the world. I've been living in my own world of chaos and trauma. None of which relates to this journal …
RockstarsMom 
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About Me
RockstarsMom
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About Me
I'm the third youngest child in a family of ten children. Both my parents are dead as well as two brothers and one sister. We are not a close family. I had five children, four girls and a boy. My oldest daughter is adopted. I lost my son on May 28 2006 in a motorcycle accident. He was declared brain dead and I donated his organs, which I regret. Since his death I have trouble getting through the days. My other children are scattered around the world from Alaska to Australia, so I spend a lot of time alone
I'm the third youngest child in a family of ten children. Both my parents are dead as well as two brothers and one sister. We are not a close family. I had five children, four girls and a boy. My oldest daughter is adopted. I lost my son on May 28 2006 in a motorcycle accident. He was declared brain dead and I donated his organs, which I regret. Since his death I have trouble getting through the days. My other children are scattered around the world from Alaska to Australia, so I spend a lot of time
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Interests
www.john-gerry.last-memories.com Quilting Sewing Reading Writing
www.john-gerry.last-memories.com Quilting Sewing Reading Writing
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Recent Activity
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16 journal comments, 2 hugs received
Wednesday
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RockstarsMom commented on firefly1960’s journal entry Helping My Daughter-in-Heart 4:38pm
Your a lucky lady to have a daughter of the heart. Enjoy what you can. Hugs Cathy…
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RockstarsMom commented on RememberKala’s journal entry Ramblings of my mind 4:36pm
Just because we've been here longer doesn't mean we can't have a bad day. Heck some of us can have…
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RockstarsMom commented on Bailey’s journal entry Lonely Days ahead 4:24pm
I believe the holidays will always be hard but we can find joy if we look. Love and hugs Cathy…
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RockstarsMom commented on sandart’s journal entry Journal Entry for November 16, 2009 4:23pm
Good to hear. Take care of yourself and don't rush things. Love and hugs Cathy…
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RockstarsMom commented on Denimari’s journal entry Notes 4:13pm
If we can find and focus on just one positive life can and will improve. Keep up the good work. Love…
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RETREAT
July 15, 2009 6:59pm
I cannot believe it. I am finally going to meet the sister friends from here that I love as much as my God given family. Not all of them but some at …
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Time
June 15, 2009 4:37pm
Ladies have you ever stopped to think how our perception of time has changed from before to after. Before I thought I had all the time in the …
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3 Years to the day and hour
May 26, 2009 1:42pm
Thursday May 28, 2009
Yes it's that time again to the hour, 3 years, how is that possible? …
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Hugbook
Hug
Hope that all is well with you. Miss hearing from you. Sending love & hugs, & prayers your way...Connie
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Miss You
You are missed and thought of every day. I hope you've been feeling OK, but fear you haven't. I continue to send love, prayers, and positive energy to you.
Hug
Hope you are doing well...I miss hearing from you? Love and hugs...Karen
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Little Love
Thinking of you and stopping by to wish you a good weekend. Any special plans?
We're into Fall & it's beautiful here - of course sloshing through piles of leaves isn't so great - but it's my favorite season - no matter how many leaves I track in the front door with me. God bless you. 
See You Later
This little gator is heading for the bridge......
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Support Groups
Close Bereavement
Treatments
- Crying Not Working
- I cry and cry but the reality doesn't change
- Helping Others Too Soon to Tell
- I volunteer to help others newly breaved
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- I just started going again. Hopeful it will help
- Support Groups Somewhat Helpful
- some groups are very helpful others not so much
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- Keeps me flat or level call it what you will.
Close Breast Cancer
I've been diagnosed with stage III invasive ductal carcinoma and had a modified mastectomy Oct 14. Waiting for results. Struggling with body image. Still in bandages and drains. Lot of pain and burning under my arm.
Treatments
- Mastectomy Working / Worked
- Obviously but severe mental hardship
- Ativan Somewhat Helpful
- Anxiety waiting for results and what comes next
