Operation
I'm going into hospital on Thursday for an operation to remove the endrimetiosis. I'm 21 years old, I'm scared, lonely & it seems …
So, it's how the story goes. And we come to the scene where I'm holding you close. She moves, moves like a thin dulling blade Cuts, all the words that I said. The only difference is, The only difference is, The truth -- The truth is I miss you. Cry on demand. How'd you learn to? Cry on demand. Teach me if you want to. Though you don't have to. I just close my eyes and think of you. Real. Real like a plastic bouquet. That thrives on the smoke from an old fireplace. And dies every night with her face on the news. Nobody cries, they just smoke and stare and their shoes. The only difference is, The only difference is, Nobody can cry -- It's hard to do. For most folks, without a reason why. Cry on demand. How'd you learn to? Cry on demand. Why would you want to? Just close your eyes and think of me. I take back everything I said. She can't hurt me, and I can't hurt you. It's like were already dead...
So, it's how the story goes. And we come to the scene where I'm holding you close. She moves, moves like a thin dulling blade Cuts, all the words that I said. The only difference is, The only difference is, The truth -- The truth is I miss you. Cry on demand. How'd you learn to? Cry on demand. Teach me if you want to. Though you don't have to. I just close my eyes and think of you. Real. Real like a plastic bouquet. That thrives on the smoke from an old fireplace. And dies every night with her face
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Thank you for your feedback on my post- it means alot to me. The operation is tomorrow so finegrs crossed…
I'm going into hospital on Thursday for an operation to remove the endrimetiosis. I'm 21 years old, I'm scared, lonely & it seems …
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Numb is how I feel
Numb is me
I'm alone now
I'm numb
I'm empty
I'm scared
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I'm numb
I don't feel loved
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Ev'ry day here, you come walkingI hold my tongue, I don't do much talkingYou say you're happy and you're doin' fineWell, go …
Good luck with the op!
good luck on your operation
Big hugs!
hang in there you will feel better
hugs!! ok nite sweet dreams!!!
i've been depressed for a long time although it really kicked off when i came home from school when i was 13 to find out my mum had abandoned me and my brother and sister.
He tried to kill me. I thought he cared about me but i woke up in hospital with marks around my neck.
After the attack i have been getting bad panic attacks and i find it difficult to do certain activites i enjoyed before.
I get these attacks when i remember certain events of my life or while i'm in certain places. Very scary and they are hard to control but i'm working on it.