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  • About Me

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    cryondemand

    Female, 21
    Glasgow, RFW, GBR
    Member since May 9, 2007

    • About Me

      So, it's how the story goes. And we come to the scene where I'm holding you close. She moves, moves like a thin dulling blade Cuts, all the words that I said. The only difference is, The only difference is, The truth -- The truth is I miss you. Cry on demand. How'd you learn to? Cry on demand. Teach me if you want to. Though you don't have to. I just close my eyes and think of you. Real. Real like a plastic bouquet. That thrives on the smoke from an old fireplace. And dies every night with her face on the news. Nobody cries, they just smoke and stare and their shoes. The only difference is, The only difference is, Nobody can cry -- It's hard to do. For most folks, without a reason why. Cry on demand. How'd you learn to? Cry on demand. Why would you want to? Just close your eyes and think of me. I take back everything I said. She can't hurt me, and I can't hurt you. It's like were already dead...

      So, it's how the story goes. And we come to the scene where I'm holding you close. She moves, moves like a thin dulling blade Cuts, all the words that I said. The only difference is, The only difference is, The truth -- The truth is I miss you. Cry on demand. How'd you learn to? Cry on demand. Teach me if you want to. Though you don't have to. I just close my eyes and think of you. Real. Real like a plastic bouquet. That thrives on the smoke from an old fireplace. And dies every night with her face

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    • Operation

      Mood November 22, 2009 1:50pm

      I'm going into hospital on Thursday for an operation to remove the endrimetiosis. I'm 21 years old, I'm scared, lonely & it seems …
    • Journal Entry for August 2, 2009

      Mood August 2, 2009 4:32pm

      I've stopped taking my medication- I'm sick of being some sort of science project...

       

      I opened up to my boyfriend today... He …

    • Alone

      Mood June 9, 2009 5:30pm

      I want to feel loved...

       

      Please...

       

       

    • Numb

      Mood February 22, 2009 4:14pm

      Numb is how I feel

      Numb is me

      I'm alone now

      I'm numb

       

      I'm empty

      I'm scared

      I'm hurting

      I'm numb

       

      I don't feel loved

      I …

    • Sad eyes never lie

      Mood February 21, 2009 4:51pm

      Ev'ry day here, you come walkingI hold my tongue, I don't do much talkingYou say you're happy and you're doin' fineWell, go …

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    • Close Depression
      Type: Clinical (Major) Depression

      i've been depressed for a long time although it really kicked off when i came home from school when i was 13 to find out my mum had abandoned me and my brother and sister.

      Treatments

      Celexa Somewhat Helpful
      I don't feel any better but if i weren't to take them i suppose it would be a different story. I often feel quite sick and drowsy with these pills.
      Prozac Somewhat Helpful
      I personally don't think it worked for me but it's hard to judge these things, i eneded up on quite a high doage and didn't feel any difference after almost a year.
      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      This is the best medication of them all...
    • Close Physical & Emotional Abuse

      He tried to kill me. I thought he cared about me but i woke up in hospital with marks around my neck.

      Treatments

      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      I get panic attacks and i get scared but my counsellor is helping me to find other distractions and techniques, such as different breathing patterns to stop the anxiety.
    • Open Anxiety

      After the attack i have been getting bad panic attacks and i find it difficult to do certain activites i enjoyed before.

      Treatments

      Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
      I have jsut started learning to change my breathing pattern when in state on panic. I hope in time i will be able to notice a difference
      Valium Working / Worked
      This didn't have much affect on me and my doctor didn't want me to get addicted so i only tried the pills for a week or so.
    • Open Panic Attacks

      I get these attacks when i remember certain events of my life or while i'm in certain places. Very scary and they are hard to control but i'm working on it.

      Treatments

      Positive Thinking Working / Worked
      I try to think of good memories like my wee sister.
      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      We are trying the breathing patterns and relaxation at the moment. I am quite optimistic about it so far.
    • Open Anemia
      Type: Folic Acid Deficiency

      Treatments

      Iron Somewhat Helpful
    • Open Children Of Divorced Parents

      cryondemand hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
    • Open Endometriosis

      Treatments

      Mirena Working / Worked
    • Open Food Addiction

      cryondemand hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
    • Open Loneliness

      cryondemand hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
    • Open Motherless Children

      cryondemand hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
    • Open Bell's Palsy

      Treatments

      Prednisone Working / Worked
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