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About Me
MEGNEEDSABABY
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About Me
it's terrible but i feel like i can fit in almost every category and if i don't fit in quite right i can definately relate.
it's terrible but i feel like i can fit in almost every category and if i don't fit in quite right i can definately relate.
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Interests
animals, i love my job, i like movies and music alot, and i like my sleep and just trying to get my life together.
animals, i love my job, i like movies and music alot, and i like my sleep and just trying to get my life
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Want you to know I'm thinking about you sweetie. Hope you are doing well. Love & Hugs
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Thinking about you and hoping you are all right.
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Thinking of you sweetie!!
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Hi sweetie, so glad to hear you're doing well. I hope you've found a job by now. I've missed chatting with you. I'll keep you in my thoughts & prayers. Love & Hugs, Sandi xoxox
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send me your phone number, would love to keep in touch that way, if possible.
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Support Groups
Close Miscarriage
miscarriage at 17 weeks 11/15/02 and 10 weeks 11/8/06. this last one completely broke my heart into a million pieces. i want 3 children but will accept whatever i am blessed with.
Treatments
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni have been depressed most of my life. it took the worst affect when i was 18 in college. i had my 1st miscarriage and lost my grandma a couple months apart. i was hospitalized for att. suicide. i am depressed now after the last loss. it's a horrible cycle...
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- works with onset of anxiety or stress...
- Celexa Somewhat Helpful
- it worked for awhile and stopped. it began making me feel very weird and delusional.
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- i try this... but still can't fight it like i want to.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- i'm sure it would work if anyone close to me was supportive but i don't have support when i am down. the people around me only make matters worse.
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- felt no different and was on the max dosage, didn't even lose weight. =[
- Zoloft Not Working
- i purposely ODed on this and can't bring myself to take it again...
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
i wasn't physically abused by my mother on a regular basis, it was mostly all emotional. my ex-husband was abusive physically and emotionally. all of it has made me really sensitive. i take things to heart and wear my feelings on my sleeve.
Treatments
- Forgiveness Somewhat Helpful
- anger is a heavy bag to carry and it slows healing... i forgive those that hurt me but it's still hard to forget.
- Leave Working / Worked
- i had to distance myself from my mother, now we're getting close again. i left my husband.
- Talking Working / Worked
- i vent a lot.
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Parentmy daddy died when i was 7 (7/91). i still miss him every single day especially when my life changes. i was daddy's little girl! my grandma whom i was really close too died 2/03. i miss them both still everyday.
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- sometimes helps and sometimes makes it worse.
- Getting Angry Somewhat Helpful
- getting the aggression out doesn't make things better but it helps.
- Grief Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- everyone thinks i should be over it by now. i am for the most part i just miss them and get sad alot.
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- this helps around anniversaries.
- Prayer Working / Worked
- i ask God why a lot...
- Remembering Working / Worked
- i try to keep the memories i have alive and never forget. i also got a tattoo in memory of my grandma and i am working on one for my daddy.
- Time Working / Worked
- they say time heals all wounds... we'll see.
Open Migraine Headaches
i get migraines due to high stress and high emotion. i have them almost daily.
Treatments
- Acupuncture Considering
- my aunt thinks this will help and i know it has helped some, but i'm a little scared.
- Amerge Not Working
- i took this for a short time and felt no better.
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Somewhat Helpful
- there are a few foods that i think bring on my migraines and for the most part i try to avoid them. it works most of the time.
- Caffeine Not Working
- AVOID caffeine PER my NEURO!
- Fioricet Not Working
- worked in the beginning and then when my caffeine levels got so high i couldn't fulfill it, it stopped working.
- Imitrex Not Working
- this was horrible with numbness also.
- Magnesium Considering
- i heard this might help and my neuro said we'd discuss it. still waiting to find out...
- Maxalt Somewhat Helpful
- works occasionally...
- Midrin Not Working
- can't even tell i took anything at all.
- Prednisone Working / Worked
- my neuro prescribed this for me while i'm going through caffeine withdrawals. i asked if i could continue on it and he refused saying the side effects were bad, i still think it would help more than hurt.
- Relpax Somewhat Helpful
- works occasionally...
- Topamax Not Working
- i had a lot of rare side effects, like extreme numbness and tingling of limbs, rashes and breakouts, and it didn't help in prevention at all.
- Tylenol Not Working
- HA! i used to laugh when people would say take tyenol and you'll be fine... if they only knew.
- Zomig Somewhat Helpful
- it hasn't worked 100% yet but i think it helps a little, at least it doesn't knock me out like some of the others.
Open Anger Management
i am so angry, bitter, and defensive from my past. when my hub and fight and he says hurtful things i snap and become abusive. we both have anger issues. i feel out of control and i'm so embarrassed and ashamed. i love my husband very much. i don't want to hurt him.
Treatments
- Willpower Working / Worked
- i try and try and keep trying. sometimes i win and sometimes i lose.
Open Endometriosis
i had surgery for this and have definately seen some improvements but still am not conceiving as hoped. as of 4/8 i am back to having the same or sometimes worse pains as i did when i found out i had this horrible disease. i am in pain nearly everyday.
Treatments
- Extended-Cycle Birth Control Not Working
- just started it and only plan to be on it for about 3 months or so and then i hope to keep TTC
- Laparoscopic Surgery Somewhat Helpful
- i had surgery in april, 2007- i'm thinking it helped but sometimes i still have horrible pains.
- Progesterone Too Soon to Tell
- will take this as soon as i find out i am pregnant.
Open Sleep Apnea
Recently diagnosed with sleep apnea. Told to lose some weight and see if that helps. For some reason- I don't think that's the problem. I hope they do something soon. I sleep alot but am always exhausted.
Treatments
- CPAP Considering
- hoping they give me this soon. i need some restful sleep.
- Lose Weight Too Soon to Tell
- i'm having a hard time. i've started walking about 3 times a week but i don't know how they expect me to work out and lose weight when i can hardly function because i'm exhausted.
Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
my best friend's dad just committed suicide. it kills me for my bf and just rehashes other hurt in this area. i lost a really good friend around christmas 2004. i still think about and miss him dearly. nobody knew there was even a problem, he looked prefect to even his best friend's. he was so beautiful and had so much going for him.
Treatments
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- talking about him with my other best friends that were also close to him, and keeping his memory alive seem to help. but what hurts is still nobody knows why.
Open Infertility
Type: Endometriosisthe second time i got pregnant it had taken just over a year of unprotected sex with my husband, miscarried and been trying ever since that was 14 months ago, so 2 years TTC.
Treatments
- Basal Thermometer Considering
- will start trying ASAP.
- Clomid Not Working
- this did nothing the 6 months i took it but give me worse migraines and extreme moodiness.
- Folic Acid Somewhat Helpful
- took this along with pre-natals during pregnancies
- Metformin Considering
- wanting to try...
- Ovulation Predictor Kit Considering
- about to buy my first this weekend...
- Progesterone Too Soon to Tell
- will start taking as soon i as find out i'm pregnant, dr thinks i lost my babies because of my hormones being low.
- Progesterone Cream Considering
- can this help you conceive??
Open Breakups & Divorce
i'm going through this. and i say going through it because even though the divorce was final 2 weeks ago, we are still living together and i don't think it's sunk in yet. it's still really hard.
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Considering
- he suggested it and i said set it up and he never did. he thinks he's doing a fine job and it's all my fault. BS.
- Forgiveness Too Soon to Tell
- i'll eventually be able to forgive him for how things were with him. i can't when he's there everyday.
- Leave Somewhat Helpful
- i went to stay with a friend for a week and came home only because he said he was leaving but he didn't. i got sucked into thinking it was going to work again... LIES.
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- i don't have much support. i have people from all angles saying their opinions but i don't want them. it's my life and my decision.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- i vent a lot but i still have to go home and deal with it all. i'm going to lose it...
- Time Too Soon to Tell
- i guess in time i will be better off but right now i'm miserable, lonely, scared, embarrassed, etc.
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