Hi. My name is Emma . I'm not sure what else to say about myself really. I really love sport and music. I make bad decisions and always seem to be the one who pays the biggest price. I've lost a lot of important people in my life. I value the ones I have left; but they don't seem to value me. I want to like myself more but as Kauffman would say "I'm just a fucked-up girl who's lookin' for my own peace of mind; don't assign me yours."
Hi. My name is Emma . I'm not sure what else to say about myself really. I really love sport and music. I make bad decisions and always seem to be the one who pays the biggest price. I've lost a lot of important people in my life. I value the ones I have left; but they don't seem to value me. I want to like myself more but as Kauffman would say "I'm just a fucked-up girl who's lookin' for my own peace of mind; don't assign me yours."
Film, football, tennis, music - being better.
Film, football, tennis, music - being better.
September 24, 2009 9:11am
Sorry I haven't been on here for while
I have been quite unwell emotionally and have been unable to express myself.
I took the …
August 17, 2009 11:07am
I have enrolled on a creative sewing class.......should be fun!
August 4, 2009 11:52am
Been away from here for a while for various reason.
Been in touch with doctors and referred to Psych since I last wrote.
Will explain more …
July 15, 2009 8:47am
Yesterday some of you wrote some really sweet and supportive messages in my hug book and in my journal.
Unfortunately, I have to admit I have …
Hi Emma, my love and hugs will be waiting for you when you come back! I hope all is well with you. I hope you feel better soon! Lots of love, hugs to you!
Audrey
Hi my name is caroline and i have had fibro for 8 years now and i live in sussex England so if u want to talk u can
Good Day Ems, I hope the pills are working out for you. Keep us posted of how you are? Been worried about you. Hope all is well with you! Lots of love and Hugs!!!!
I hope your week is going well. xo
I lost my boyfriend in 2005 and still feel the pain and guilt associated with that loss.
I have always been a worrying kind of person and have always had physical reactions tosocial discomfort and situation like bereavement. Since I suffered two major bereavements in 2004/05 my reactions and ability to control my feelings have become unmanagable. I have been known to make myself sleep, cry, vomit whilst waiting for feelings of great discomfort and anxiety to subside. I have been offered medication for depression before but have chosen to go down this root.
When I was 7 a short term family friend tried to sexually asault me and get e to do things to him. It was a one-off experience and with no penetration. Ever since I have found trusting men and the idea of sexual activity mostly uncomfortable and dirty. It also caused problems as family members fell out. I wish I ad just kept quiet.
I go through periods high anixety and great stress that lead to periods of imsomnia. In response, the more sleep deprivation I experience, the more I sturglle with imsomnia. My brain is impossibel to shut down and emtionally draining.
I have recently begun to have serious problems with my diet. I feel ill regularly when I eat and have been hyper aware of my weight. I always hated my body, but have never felt badly before. I am watching my mum struggle with her own eating disorder that saw here drop to 6 stone over Christmas and have been having relationship problems. I am not claiming to be anywhere like as ill as many people here - but I am concerned at how quickly my mum began to struggle with her weight.
